Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by melanieb

I really want some cake.

I have no cake.

2nd'd

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Can tell you one thing: it's well easy to be an outcast as a guy.. ;p

Well I was an outcast in secondary school. Maybe not so much of an outcast, I wasn't bullied, I was just transparent, they can't see me.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol... so somehow you make the 30 days of sexual abstinence, no sweat. And yet, the bath challenge conquers you.

I've been addicted to bathing late for a longer time?

Need lots of motivation to change from one state to another for me. And I spent around 20 - 25 minutes in the bath. Despite being lazy and dirty, I like being squeaky clean if I'm going to bathe.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

I'm blind now. Grrr. The tech said the dialation can last for 3 days. Hubby told me 4 hours lol. Either way, my font is huge just so I can read and type here
BUT, my vision is still great. It's 20/25. I don't have to go back for at least 2 years.

On the drive home I kept hoping a cop would not pull me over. My pupils are HUGE

Poor Zhaylin.

Ugh... i'm sitting in school right now... Only 3 other people showed up for the class and we still have to remain here for two whole classes and all we got to do is browse the internet... i want to gooo...

lol the bastards, my ISP have just blocked access to The Pirate Bay. Oh well, there's plenty more torrent sites. ^_^

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol the bastards, my ISP have just blocked access to The Pirate Bay. Oh well, there's plenty more torrent sites. ^_^

Use tor bro. Also be a good guy and actually endorse the hardworking people that provide all of the yummy content now and then.

Edit: if your ISP provider have blocked the tor site (like mine did), download it from a location where it isn't blocked and transfer the file to your pc/mac. Theres an android client you can get to on the play store.

Okay just got home finally.... Days like this always make me remember what i really hate about summer: Buses. I hate them in summer so much that it's almost hard to explain... it's just like a moving sauna, filled with a lot of people who sweat and cough every minute... i feel like dying in there...

I'm so glad i got out of there alive..

I just spilled orange juice across my macbook's keyboard.
Wiped it all down, and everything seems OK though...

Edit: no, trackpad's acting a little funny. probably just need to be cleaned more.

hehhee... Hubby told me what they used by I forget... I took a two hour nap after posting here yesterday and when I woke up, my vision was back to normal I told hubby what the tech said and he said it's rare, but it does happen and that it's more common for people with blue eyes (mine are hazel).

I'm glad I have the day off. I'm going to try to make my Congregation meeting tonight, but that's about it.

My finger is still sore. But I still pop it, which doesn't help. The only way I can pop it, though, is by pulling it.
Plus, Mr. Monthly showed up last night.
And even though I just woke up, I'm still sleepy and want to go back to bed.

I watched Battle: Los Angeles before going to sleep so I did have some awesome dreams


Hope your Computer survives Sefalik!
LittleZoe, you are amazing. I wouldn't be able to stand those buses for one second.

Zhaylin: I have no choice We never had a car yet... I always go with the bus..

Originally Posted by littlezoe

Zhaylin: I have no choice We never had a car yet... I always go with the bus..

Same for me. Always the public transports for me. Trains and buses are exceptionally squeezy and I'm grateful if I can get on it.

Yea, laptop still seems fine. I've lost three keyboards in the past due to liquid spillage. Macbook seems generally unaffected. Sweet.

I still need to take in to an apple store though. The headphone jack doesn't work. I plug in headphones and it doesn't even recognize they're there. Just keeps playing out of the internal speakers. It's probably been like this for a year, and generally I don't mind. But I want to start messing with my MIDI keyboard again, and the internal speakers suck. Especially compared to my German Maestro cans, which are beasts.

I've been seeing "swag" everywhere. Tell me, how old are them to use this word? I feel I've been talking to too many kids because of the new sites I'm visiting due to my boredom.

Originally Posted by RationalMystic

Use tor bro. Also be a good guy and actually endorse the hardworking people that provide all of the yummy content now and then.

Edit: if your ISP provider have blocked the tor site (like mine did), download it from a location where it isn't blocked and transfer the file to your pc/mac. Theres an android client you can get to on the play store.

Nice, cheers man. That works insofar as getting me access to the pirate bay, but the magnet links refuse to work through the supplied browser... :/

Edit: nevermind, I can copy the magnet link and get the stuff from different sources. ^_^

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Nice, cheers man. That works insofar as getting me access to the pirate bay, but the magnet links refuse to work through the supplied browser... :/

Edit: nevermind, I can copy the magnet link and get the stuff from different sources. ^_^

Try this. That's how I managed to play games at school.

Ultrasurf - Free Proxy-Based Internet Privacy and Security Tools

I need to call my OB and set up an appointment but I don't want to. I really want to make sure everything is okay with my baby but I'm worried that he's going to try and set me up for a c-section. He delivered my son and there were complications that led to a c-section the last time, but I think it's just wrong to have to plan a c-section when it's possible to have a VBAC (basically, normal labor after surgery).

I'm sorry. This isn't your normal everyday rant. I understand some people might not want to hear about this and for that I am sorry.

It sucks because of the area I live in and he is the only OB in practice right now. I would just try and find a midwife but government insurance doesn't support midwivery (even though they are much cheaper!). I don't know what to do. I don't think it's right to plan my baby's birthday. That is supposed to be up to the universe. Don't wanna call, don't wanna call, but I have to because the nearest city is an hour away. That would be fine if I wasn't trying to have a normal pregnancy with a normal labor, but if I did go into labor, I'd be in the car for an hour and I don't want that.

UGH. I have no options. It sucks that our medical system in the U.S. is so screwed. It's all about money and convienence. It's basically like one big fast food industry who focuses not on QUALITY but on how quickly they get people through in order to make more money. Why can't I find a doctor who doesn't care about money?

Ironically, I saw my old OB as I was driving yesterday. He was pushing his kid in a stroller, dressed in scrubs, with his wife. It was kind of weird. Small towns for ya.

EDIT: AND can anyone tell me why this notification for an "unapproved visitor message" won't go away??? How do I approve it? It's annoying.

Originally Posted by Suena

EDIT: AND can anyone tell me why this notification for an "unapproved visitor message" won't go away??? How do I approve it? It's annoying.

Check the box on the top right hand corner of each of your unapproved visitor message, it's right beside "Report".

Scroll down to the bottom and there will be a drop down menu on the bottom right called "Moderation Tools". Click on it, click "Approve Messages" and click "Proceed..."

Originally Posted by Suena

I'm sorry. This isn't your normal everyday rant. I understand some people might not want to hear about this and for that I am sorry.

Lol, there's nothing wrong with posting things like that.

It sucks because of the area I live in and he is the only OB in practice right now. I would just try and find a midwife but government insurance doesn't support midwivery (even though they are much cheaper!). I don't know what to do. I don't think it's right to plan my baby's birthday. That is supposed to be up to the universe. Don't wanna call, don't wanna call, but I have to because the nearest city is an hour away. That would be fine if I wasn't trying to have a normal pregnancy with a normal labor, but if I did go into labor, I'd be in the car for an hour and I don't want that.

I remember someone telling that a doctor made some lady do an operation to release a baby from her womb prematurely, forcing her to get a C-section, and because of the pain and traumatic shock, she passed away, while the child still lived.

And what's messed up, the doctor doesn't get in trouble for ANYTHING, he gets off scotch-free, while the lady's life is taken away due to his ignorance...ugh..I can't stand things like that when doctors gamble with other people's lives like that.

And for the health care system here in the U.S., yeah, it's pretty much BS, but compared to other countries, it's better than nothing, but still, yeah, because of how this economy works, it's all about fast-pace, ignoring minor flaws.


It's like we're getting closer to becoming nothing more than numbers instead of actual beings.

Thanks Carrot!

Link, I actually think there are some countries with better health care systems than ours. I think if healthcare were free for all (as a human right) then we wouldn't have this problem. Doctors would be paid by the government, and steadily, and we would have doctors who ACTUALLY care about their patients and aren't in it for the money. hate the system. It especially sucks for welfare mothers, I think, because our insurance claims to give us "plenty" of options but they don't. They only give you a list of providers who are all OBs. What sucks is OB's are surgeons and apparently, many of them have NEVER seen a natural and normal birth process. (I've watched two documentaries lately, lol, but they were hella good.)

Ugh. Women in the past have never needed c-sections. If they had complications, then they faced the result of it on their own. I just want to have a natural birth. I just want the best for my second child because with the first, I didn't know what I was doing and I just listened to everything the doc said.

You know what's interesting? The amount of babies born Monday-Friday has increased over the years with not so many on the weekends. (AT THE DOCTOR'S CONVIENENCE) My birth experience was traumatic and I didn't know it till now, but I suffered some severe shock afterwards in recovery and the nurses did NOTHING. I didn't know what was wrong with me then, but I do now... I just feel so scared. I won't let this happen again. I don't care if my doctor thinks I'm an asshole, I will be like the little child asking why repeatedly until I get straight fucking answers... :<

Rant: I had a dentist appointment today and there was a new dentist there. I was glad that I didn't have to have the old lady who always nags me into flossing more, but this new guy was like... new new, not just new to the office. Based on what he was saying, I'm wondering if it's actually his first job as a dentist. Like, he did everything right, but there was just a lack of experience. At least the nagging lady was pretty flawless with everything since she's probably had decades of practice, this guy was a little sketchy.... But eh, in the end it wasn't so bad I guess, there were just a few annoyances.

And now, for my first ever... Anti-Rant!: The new dentist was also pretty cute. He was tall and tan and he just barely had an accent, like as if he doesn't actually have one himself but grew up around one, you know? It was hard to keep my mind out of the gutter for the whole appointment.

My neck is feeling awfully stiff. And I only have about 4 hours of sleep before tomorrow's interview. Bad sleeping pattern as always and my hair is not dried yet. Please do not screw it up because of my own slowness. :x

Aly: Cheers for meeting a cute guy. My mind is still on that one girl. I just met her about 2 days ago and the way she dressed reminded me of some fetishes guys might have. Short ponytail and black stockings.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

And now, for my first ever... Anti-Rant!: The new dentist was also pretty cute. He was tall and tan and he just barely had an accent, like as if he doesn't actually have one himself but grew up around one, you know? It was hard to keep my mind out of the gutter for the whole appointment.

Same here, but that's only because the woman messing around with my mouth gives me tons of ASMR.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Same here, but that's only because the woman messing around with my mouth gives me tons of ASMR.

I get that when they're just talking to me, but not when they're actually working on my teeth. >w< Not that I didn't like having his fingers in my mouth anyway.

I have poison ivy on both my hands. It's especially bad in between my fingers (the worst spot). It is constantly either itching or stinging. I haven't even been scratching it and it keeps getting worse! I keep applying poison ivy cream to it, which doesn't help much. I can barely use my hands, everyday tasks are now difficult, I think about it literally every second of the day. It has been like this for 4 days, I may go to the doctor tomorrow for some drugs. And to top it off, my friend gave me a small black eye (we were rough housing). And it's not even a cool, badass black eye. It's red in the corner of my eye and dark on the edges, so it looks like I'm wearing eye makeup...

Originally Posted by hassman789

I have poison ivy on both my hands. It's especially bad in between my fingers (the worst spot). It is constantly either itching or stinging. I haven't even been scratching it and it keeps getting worse! I keep applying poison ivy cream to it, which doesn't help much. I can barely use my hands, everyday tasks are now difficult, I think about it literally every second of the day. It has been like this for 4 days, I may go to the doctor tomorrow for some drugs. And to top it off, my friend gave me a small black eye (we were rough housing). And it's not even a cool, badass black eye. It's red in the corner of my eye and dark on the edges, so it looks like I'm wearing eye makeup...

That's really bad.

Get well soon.

I hate itching too and your black eye is just making your current situation worse. Might as well get an ointment for your black eye from the doctor too.