Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by tommo

What's wrong with Biochemistry? I wouldn't say to avoid that.

Apart from it being interesting as hell for a conversation, I would think if a girl said that to me that she is incredibly smart and find her way more interesting and hot.
Just wouldn't work on every girl, but ya don't want those girls anyway.

Sorry, didn't see this before.

I didn't know that dates were meant to be scientific discussions. Nothing wrong if a girl is interested in that subject, though.
And if a girl said this on a date, she wants to look incredibly smart, but there are other things that she doesn't dare to say.

I still believe that there are more interesting things to be spoken of on a date than bacteria DNA for example, or whatever polymers existing. Dates and everyday interactions are social events in the end and require some social skills.

Gah, I have so little initiative ATM... I can hardly even be bothered to eat.

Also, to joint in with the rest of the crowd.
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Originally Posted by sinoblak

Sorry, didn't see this before.

I didn't know that dates were meant to be scientific discussions. Nothing wrong if a girl is interested in that subject, though.
And if a girl said this on a date, she wants to look incredibly smart, but there are other things that she doesn't dare to say.

I still believe that there are more interesting things to be spoken of on a date than bacteria DNA for example, or whatever polymers existing. Dates and everyday interactions are social events in the end and require some social skills.

I'd much rather talk about that than the latest Jennifer Aniston movie or the newest iPhone.

woh, thanks for posting the test


Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

Meh...

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High


From the more info boxes: Distant from others, seeks retreat, has difficulty expressing emotion. etc

Yup.

I took this the other night actually

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

*blows a kiss to Darkmatters*
I was incredibly annoyed before coming here and seeing that pic. You, sir, have talent

Now I'm back to being somewhat annoyed. It's my clothes again for the most part. Why is it so impossible to find a pair of socks that will actually STAY up?! I love knee socks- the tighter the better- but the newest pairs keep falling down to my ankles then get eaten by my shoes until their bunched up at my toes Or, rather, they would be if I didn't stop every few feet to pull them up.
I can't wear tights or hose because the stupid seam ALWAYS go right across my toes which drives me more bananas.

I shutter to think what I'll score on that test
I'm about to go to Sams Club with hubby, so I'll take it when I get back.

Oh yeah... the water leak wasn't fixed I thought I got it, but it's dripping again today.

Originally Posted by Seroquel

I took this the other night actually

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

...woh... O:

Can't buy skyrim through steam store for a bunch of reasons, and it's out of stock in every store I know.

This... sucks. It's my most anticipated game perhaps ever. The only rival might be mass effect 3.

Steam friends list: 10 people playing skyrim -right now-. :<

Guess I'll just have to wait and stay away from any video game related news/reviews/discussions/people. :c

I started a little movement with the test. Glad you all took it.

Had another "omg y u spending so much on groceries" with my parents today (I spent $54 on groceries). Well they do make food for me for the week, but they think it's going to last a week. College is food-draining, but they don't believe that. But if you're going to pay $65 for a phone for me, when the only contacts I have are you two, and members of my Biochemistry group (and I only text to one girl, who actually gives two shits about the grade we're going to get on our Drug Project presentation on MAO-B Inhibitors)...

I can never solve the paradox between my parents, well just my father.

My father would like me to have friends, and maybe a girlfriend...LOL.

http://www.quickmeme.com/meme/lzs/<==




LOLOOL. What am I going to do if I do get a girlfriend? Spend $1 on a Milkshake and .50 cents for a Cheetos bag? Oh yeah, really "suave" and romantic. I'm so going to get laid by being stingy on dates.




Whatever, I'm used to be alone anyway. I will always have my left hand. =) (sorry right hand, you're too aggressive)

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

*blows a kiss to Darkmatters*
I was incredibly annoyed before coming here and seeing that pic. You, sir, have talent

Now I'm back to being somewhat annoyed. It's my clothes again for the most part. Why is it so impossible to find a pair of socks that will actually STAY up?! I love knee socks- the tighter the better- but the newest pairs keep falling down to my ankles then get eaten by my shoes until their bunched up at my toes Or, rather, they would be if I didn't stop every few feet to pull them up.
I can't wear tights or hose because the stupid seam ALWAYS go right across my toes which drives me more bananas.

I shutter to think what I'll score on that test
I'm about to go to Sams Club with hubby, so I'll take it when I get back.

Oh yeah... the water leak wasn't fixed I thought I got it, but it's dripping again today.

Good luck on the test

Originally Posted by Seroquel

I took this the other night actually

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Very High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

We have a winner!

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Not nearly as bad as I thought it would be.
I JUST got back from Sams and now my daughter's kicking me out to buy her food.
lol

BRB

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Not nearly as bad as I thought it would be.
I JUST got back from Sams and now my daughter's kicking me out to buy her food.
lol

BRB

Dang you are one calm person indeed. We could learn from you.

so bored

Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

The number of "Highs" on there is making me really anxious. Also, I should be in an Excedrin commercial. "Life doesn't stop when you have a migraine. Stop it, before it stops you." I hate the darned things, always getting in the way.

Man my life is really turning to shit isn't it?

I drew this girl I knew from Germany a while back, I drew her because she was in the hospital and it sucked for her because she couldn't do anything but stay in her bed and use her laptop from time to time.



She would want me to talk to her on MSN messenger, and I would do it just because I felt that if I were her, I would be bored being stuck in the hospital for a major surgery. She didn't know that many people, so I she used to bother me at times to talk to her.

Now that everything is okay, she's turning into a bitch. She's thinking that I'm saying bad things to her now, I don't know how the hell that's even possible.

No matter how kind you try to be to people, even if it means spending hours drawing them in hopes that they would feel happy because you're worried if they will make it through the surgery, there are just some people who turn into pieces of crap.

I felt the need to draw her because I was in the moment, I felt sorry for her. There's no point feeling sorry for her now, billions of people in this planet, and to make my mind so accustomed to her bullshit. Sure she's from Germany and her english is a bit off, but if you're going to assume that I'm trying to be an ass to you, when I obviously made a drawing that shows that I WASN'T, that I was ACTUALLY trying to be a perfectionist, you're nothing to me anymore.

At least I managed to draw her when she was happy. I guess that is all that matters to me. Oh well, just another useless body I had to be concerned with. I guess I can only find content through lucid dreaming (even though I'm still failing constantly at it but still managing to recall several dreams daily). Drawing people is fun, and it makes me feel like myself most of the time, but what's the point if people are going to disrespect you. What's the point in learning how to improve yourself in a skill like drawing when you're drawing people who you shouldn't be concerned about.

I guess I loved her at one point, even though she's 1000s of miles away from me. Love makes me sick. I want power. I want more competence to survive, no more of this lovey dovey bullshit that degrades my potential.

Linkzelda41 on deviantART<-- My art gallery...I feel like this hobby of mine is shit now. The world is such a contradicting place, but who gives a shit. I'm just a burden like everybody else. No one wants fools in this world, only those who are strong and care about making a difference for others instead of themselves. I don't think I'm that person. Just a megalomaniac college freshmen underestimating his future.

Sigh..I've grown an attachment to this thread.

lol, LinkZelda. My family has been known to call me a hippie on occasion because I have such a strong "live and let live" sort of philosophy. I'm very passive and forgive easily. If I don't like something (that other people do), I can usually ignore it. All of that makes for a "good" person but a horrible parent.
And yes... I am a very boring person IRL, Dianeva But I prefer it that way

The only reason I scored High on Schizotypal is because of the question along the lines of 'knowing what a person is thinking'. I can't read minds but I can read body language. It's one skill I actually excel at.

My upper thighs are majorly sore today- but in a very good way. It's from all the "crab" walking I did under the house yesterday working on the pipes. The hose to the half-bath is completely shot and needs to be replaced or somehow capped off. We no longer use that restroom at all, so I have no problem with disabling it completely.
So, this up-coming week, I need to try to figure out how to get it done; bag up all the insulation I pulled down, buy some thick plastic and nail it back in place so I don't have more pipes burst this winter.
I also need to find or buy some chimney brushes so I can clean out the AC/heating vents, then have hubby call the furnace repair people and get that taken care of.

And one of these days, I still need to clean my bedroom.

I repeat........... Blah.

**EDIT**
Very nice drawing, LinkZelda!

Thanks Zhaylin, my friend thought it was amazing too, and she was so happy. But now she's just turned into a bitch. I'm sorry for using that word, but that's the perfect word to describe her right now So much for me having friends...

EDIT: Watch for those repair people, I swear I get this bad vibe from them in their capability of PERMANENTLY repairing things you know?

LZ - yeah, sounds like she was just using you as someone to talk to when she was laid up and there was nobody else around. Some people will do tht, and then as soon as they're back on their feet you're not good enough to talk to them anymore. And usually it's pretty girls.

At least you got something positive out of it - a damn good drawing. When the feelings fade you'll still have that, and you always will. Bad attempt at a friendship/relationship, bad person, good result artistically.

PS - you have the same initials as one of the greatest rock bands of all time!

Thanks Darkmatters, means a lot

Take it from somebody who has folders full of drawings of girls he used to be in love with.

I have more respect for you now Darkmatters, honestly. You're that type of person who probably went into deeper pain than I did, but is so humble about it.

Before you diagnose yourself with depression or low self-esteem, first make sure that you are not, in fact, just surrounded by assholes.

— William Gibson