Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

**fOrceez** · 11-05-2011 12:12 PM

Originally Posted by sinoblak

Today is an aniversary of my father's death, and I feel quite sad... it is always the same by this time of the year. I just wanted to be alone today, but my brother called to say that he is comming to see me, taking some friends and a cousin of ours with him. I don't feel like giving a party right now and he knows it.

Sorry to hear. Maybe having some lively company will change your mood~

**sinoblak** · 11-05-2011 12:42 PM

Thank you, fOrceez. You're right to say that. Being sad is not the usual state of mine and I always experience sadness very dramatically when it occurs. The problem is that bro just wants to get rid of his permanently depressed wife for a while.

But it might be interesting to gather an accountant, taxi-driver, a drunkard painter and a houswife at the same place. There might be other dark personae, so I expect an interesting outcome.
Thank you for cheering me up again.

**anderj101** · 11-05-2011 02:57 PM

I woke up early this morning, grabbed my DJ and pen, and prepared to write down a really good dream. Then, I woke up just a bit ago with a large ink spot on the page where I feel asleep with the pen down, and I can't recall a single thing about it. Ugh.

**Erii** · 11-05-2011 04:35 PM

Last night I slept outside, it was freezing, i ate a lot yesterday and i feel sick and like i can't eat for another 10 years and i'm very fatigued >_> probs gonna take a nap

**Wayfaerer** · 11-05-2011 07:43 PM

haha why did you sleep outside!?

**fOrceez** · 11-05-2011 08:03 PM

Originally Posted by Erii

Last night I slept outside, it was freezing, i ate a lot yesterday and i feel sick and like i can't eat for another 10 years and i'm very fatigued >_> probs gonna take a nap

silly goose!

**Sassafrax** · 11-05-2011 08:04 PM

i'm going to be isolating myself in the woods for like a long time soon. it'll be great, i hope by the end of it i'll be just like ahab, but without the whale obsession. or with the whale obsession i don't really care.

**fOrceez** · 11-05-2011 08:07 PM

Originally Posted by Sassafrax

i'm going to be isolating myself in the woods for like a long time soon. it'll be great, i hope by the end of it i'll be just like ahab, but without the whale obsession. or with the whale obsession i don't really care.

^ + meditation = buddha.

**Sassafrax** · 11-05-2011 08:17 PM

me + meditation - socialization/cold + paranoid halucinations.sadface = lookout world

**fOrceez** · 11-05-2011 08:19 PM

Originally Posted by Sassafrax

me + meditation - socialization/cold + paranoid halucinations.sadface = lookout world

=serial killer? :/ We should change some factors in this equation.

**Wayfaerer** · 11-05-2011 08:20 PM

+ creative expression =

**Sassafrax** · 11-05-2011 08:25 PM

Originally Posted by fOrceez

=serial killer? :/ We should change some factors in this equation.

lol serial killer.... i'm not seroquel.

edit: no ill intent here, seroquel = my love <3

**Erii** · 11-05-2011 09:00 PM

Originally Posted by Wayfaerer

haha why did you sleep outside!?

Originally Posted by fOrceez

silly goose!

what forceez said

**Erii** · 11-05-2011 10:08 PM

Derp. Laptop charger broke again.

**eldante** · 11-05-2011 10:14 PM

Originally Posted by Sassafrax

lol serial killer.... i'm not seroquel.

That makes me like you a whole lot more. I like almost anything, but not Seroquel! Ick.

**Sornaensis** · 11-05-2011 10:17 PM

Originally Posted by Erii

Derp. Laptop charger broke again.

ffffffffffff D:

**eldante** · 11-05-2011 10:34 PM

Originally Posted by Erii

Derp. Laptop charger broke again.

So, like about 15 bucks and it works again? Not a real Heartbreak Hotel, is it?

**Erii** · 11-05-2011 11:29 PM

Originally Posted by eldante

So, like about 15 bucks and it works again? Not a real Heartbreak Hotel, is it?

no, not 15 bucks.

**Linkzelda** · 11-06-2011 01:15 AM

I forgot to buy toilet paper from the grocery store today. Only have one roll left....*CONSERVATIVE MODE ON!*

**Darkmatters** · 11-06-2011 01:32 AM

Conservative Mode:

Ouch!!

**tommo** · 11-06-2011 01:45 AM

How the fuck do you find a picture of that? lol

Originally Posted by Sassafrax

i'm going to be isolating myself in the woods for like a long time soon. it'll be great, i hope by the end of it i'll be just like ahab, but without the whale obsession. or with the whale obsession i don't really care.

Question: Is it still isolation if I'm watching you from afar but you aren't able to see me?

**Erii** · 11-06-2011 01:49 AM

Moody Depressive rant: I am in my hopeless-mode right now..now that winter is here, which i love it so much, i get so depressed, more than usual. Thinking of suicide a lot. I don't know if i'd actually have the will to do it though. My self esteem is at an all time low. Everyone is getting on my nerves. My mind is racing a mile a minute. I'm anxious about everything. Sleeping too much or too little. Overwhelmed over nothing. Chronic back pains and headaches. It's like, i feel all these things anyway most of the time, but right now they are all 100x more prominent. Getting so sick of it

**Spartiate** · 11-06-2011 01:53 AM

Originally Posted by Erii

Moody Depressive rant: I am in my hopeless-mode right now..now that winter is here, which i love it so much, i get so depressed, more than usual. Thinking of suicide a lot. I don't know if i'd actually have the will to do it though. My self esteem is at an all time low. Everyone is getting on my nerves. My mind is racing a mile a minute. I'm anxious about everything. Sleeping too much or too little. Overwhelmed over nothing. Chronic back pains and headaches. It's like, i feel all these things anyway most of the time, but right now they are all 100x more prominent. Getting so sick of it

Daaaamn, chillax, have a beer.

**Darkmatters** · 11-06-2011 02:15 AM

God I hate reading rants like this one Eri - so much pain, and there's nothing any of us can do to help. I wish I could send happy-waves that just make it all go away. But all I can do is offer a cheesy web hug: