Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Puffin

Oh, and I've got a driver's road test tomorrow. I'm shitting bricks right now because I can't find my manual to go over.

I slept pretty much all day yesterday, so tomorrow I'm cutting back to just 1 40 mg Celexa instead of the 1 1/2 I've been taken these last couple of days. The yawning ("inability" to breathe) started last night.

Early this morning, I was moving things around in my room and I finally found what's been attracting the bugs: a tied up walmart bag with food remains within. That bag was swarming with life so I put it inside another bag then took it outside to the trash. Hopefully, the fruit flies will leave me in peace soon!

While changing earlier in the AM, I stepped on something that either bit, stung or stabbed my big toe. I never did find what it was, but my poor toe still aches to touch.

I'm going to Sams Club with hubby in an hour so he can stock up on more food/water/coke. My shoulder (mostly the muscles around my armpit) is still very sore from moving the cabinet. I am not in the mood to be lugging cases of water and soda down into hubby's basement.
I'm starting to wonder if hubby is truly going off the deep end. We have a motor coach and an RV and last night he was talking about stocking both up with goods in case the house is lost in some future disaster. But he's always been eccentric- it's one of the things I love most about him.
Yet, he keeps coming up with excuses as to why he doesn't want to get my stripper pole. BUT, it could have really freaked him out/upset him to find me lying quiet on the ground after breaking my arm. I could tell he was really proud of me because I was so centered and calm, but it also bothered him deeply. With what I do on a pole, I could very easily break my neck.
But I tell him- at this point in time, I'd be lucky to lift myself let alone spin upside down

Feeling kind of blah and blue......

Originally Posted by erible

FFFUUU
no motivation or inspiration to play guitar, had 2 weeks off at 4th of July then last week i said i was sick so didn't go,...i really was sorta sick
now i freaking haven't played for 3 weeks and had a new song i was to learn, and don't know shit of it.
and lessons are tonight, agh

I know that feeling, lol.

I have zero motivation and my lessons start again soon. Yet I want to continue for some reason.

it is 8:15 am, i haven't slept yet....been on the irc all night xD omg i love you guys

Originally Posted by JussiKala

I know that feeling, lol.

I have zero motivation and my lessons start again soon. Yet I want to continue for some reason.

so frustrating :C

Originally Posted by erible

FFFUUU
no motivation or inspiration to play guitar, had 2 weeks off at 4th of July then last week i said i was sick so didn't go,...i really was sorta sick
now i freaking haven't played for 3 weeks and had a new song i was to learn, and don't know shit of it.
and lessons are tonight, agh

thats me with piano every week

Tried using Jeff's free-fall technique before a WBTB last night... I was floating around between weird thoughts for an hour. No SP. I gave up and fell asleep, having a semi-lucid but nothing really special. Woke up 4 hours later and tried using the technique again. Nothing.

I stretched and did Yoshi's flex-freeze step both times.

I HATE THIS.

SAME, i dream recall droped a 9 fold, and GAH WILD IS SO HARD!

I have a driver's test in 2 hours. I have no idea what to do, even in the beginning - what order to adjust the mirrors, move the seat, wtf...

I'm going to fail hard. And, get this, my dad's only paying for my first two tries. X'D

Originally Posted by Puffin

I have a driver's test in 2 hours. I have no idea what to do, even in the beginning - what order to adjust the mirrors, move the seat, wtf...

I'm going to fail hard. And, get this, my dad's only paying for my first two tries. X'D

bah you'll do good. Manitoba is easy to get your License... especially where you are Just keep BOTH hands on the wheel!

I've missed everyone

Originally Posted by Raspberry

I've missed everyone

You're alive! =D
Hi!

and that is in RRCC because?

and eveyone missed you lol

Originally Posted by Puffin

You're alive! =D
Hi!

I am! Well, partly. Too many nights of being in a bus and travelling. But i'm back! And ready to DV party again

Allow me to update you on the DV.... news......

if you seez a joke about carera, she was a troll who got banned :3

DV partyin in the best

I am still awake, haven't slept for 21 hours

gameoverlord/solarflare: ugh i used to play piano, but i quit, then learned guitar lol

Carera got banned? Finally! I'm gonna go look it up. But I think "it's got to go!" is gonna stay around forever

Erible, get some sleep! Don't die on me now! D:

hahaha it's got to go is right.

and I probably will sleep soon, think of the glorifying REM rebound <3

Originally Posted by erible

hahaha it's got to go is right.

and I probably will sleep soon, think of the glorifying REM rebound <3

Either that, or you'll just go unconscious from exhaustion and not dream at all.

Try a WILD? I find when i'm tired I start getting kind of half dreams which can be WILDed off of

I've missed lucid dreaming. Must start again!

Originally Posted by Raspberry

Try a WILD? I find when i'm tired I start getting kind of half dreams which can be WILDed off of

i might :O

Originally Posted by Puffin

Either that, or you'll just go unconscious from exhaustion and not dream at all.

probably

I'm hungry and there's nothing in the fridge. :c

I just found the online driver's manual and I've been looking for the physical copy in my room for 2 weeks.

I have 1 hour to read the whole thing through.

Originally Posted by JussiKala

I'm hungry and there's nothing in the fridge. :c

You can eat my hand if you like. I dunno if you like nails or not, but I can trim them if you like.