Originally Posted by
LouaiB
@DreamCafe Yeah too late. This year is gone to waste. I'm not bothered one bit though. i was willing to spent 5 years studying engineering. Starting a new 3 year major next year isn't really much of a time waste. i have the time I guess. The only reason I didn't enter engineering is bcz I couldn't make it into that faculty. Honestly idk what i was thinking. I can't aford a private college and the public one's engineering faculty is so small and it's impossible to get into due to mass bribery problems. This country is so corrupt. I'm kind of depressed too bcz idk what major to go with. Honestly i have no interest in most stuff. I don't wanna pick a career that'll ruin my happiness. Most ppl think about money, but i couldn't care less about that. I'm perfectly fine with just having enough money for basics and a few leasures. It's funny cuz most ppl don't even really need the extra money bcz they don't plan on spending it on anything truly special. They just think that IT ITSELF provides happiness. You know, the old "I'd be happier if I had a luxury car and big home and go to expensive restaurants". Uh no, you won't. Those aren't valid life goals :P If someone says those things, I always urge them to get hobbies and truly find what they really love to do. Ppl who say those things are pretty much just filling up an empty space with nonsense. Almost all of my family is like that, and there was a time when we where somewhat rich. I used to go to expensive private schools, get a lot of allowance and stuff. We would go to nice expensive restaurants. We had this big nice land with a nice house and a huge garden. It was our second property, a summer house. My father owned much much more land too.. So on so on. It all ended a few years ago when we went broke and had to sell everything too, but to be honest I couldn't care less. Really i only became happy after I discovered my true passions in life and became mindful. All that doesn't cost a penny :)
