Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Crashyy, I feel you, really. I know the wonderful feeling of leaving for work shaking with anxiety and dread, it's suck that you have to go through that. Don't let it eat you, treasure your hobbies, try to find time to make things you love, and hold on until you're finished. Then run like hell, and screw this guys, they're ain't worth your time. Have a hug if you need/want one :hug:

I'm sick with a cold that slowly going both down in my throat and up in my inner ears, and if this damn thing end up screwing my equilibrium again, I'm going to break something. probably my skull on the edge of the bathtub because I can't stand up.

Awww....Milly you've actually made me stop feeling sorry for myself, you poor thing.

hmm my observation went shit today...kids were like "what days is it?"...I think I need them to start doing regular reality checks...that might work

lol, :hug: Milly. I know that feeling ALL too well. Hope you shake it soon. Maybe some Benadryl could help? That's what I take.

:hug: Crashyy.

:lol: Meoh, that would be funny to see kids doing RC's :D

My rant is that I need to be in bed but don't want to be. I'm finally getting sleepy though, so it shouldn't be much longer now. I have a busy day ahead of me but 7 days to die is calling my name :chuckle: It's now almost day 80. I'm level 40 something. I have lots of good weapons- sniper rifle, pistol, 44 etc, but I still rock the bow with basic and iron arrows. I JUST found a steel arrowhead so I can make more of those soon. I've yet to find any bullet tips. I need one to make a mold before I can start crafting them. The only way I get ammo is by killing zombie cops. SO- the bow it is. I have a crossbow, but I prefer the regular one.
I also haven't found a single small engine yet. Once I do, I can make a minibike and start traveling in style :D I have everything else for it but that.

I can't recommend this game enough. It is friggin amazing.
I took over the first town I came to. There's lots of houses and some warehouse type buildings. I've built walls to several of them. i died twice when roofs collapsed on me lol, but I turned those into farms. i have corn and potatoes growing on one roof and coffee, blueberries and flowers on the other.
Zombies have a hard time climbing (though they can use ladders if you start them on the ground), so I take over the top floors of buildings and fill the lower levels with wood debris and stone :evil: And now I'm starting to make cement. :banana:

In other news, I'm broke :cackle: i went back to the vape shop today and bought an extra battery and a charger for my new e-cig. My new tank should be in on Friday. it's been like stepping into a cloud the last few times I've been there. They've taken up drip-tank machines. the flavor is most impressive compared to what i use... but I still prefer mine more. Having to constantly drip liquid into the monsters would drive me mad. I like filling up my tank and forgetting about it for several hours.
Next week, I'm going to pick up some banana nut e-juice. i tried it in the dripper and :smitten: it was amazing.

Heh, I also took a shower with my dog earlier. She is such a huge baby. she cried any time water even slightly got on her face. She needed it though and was very happy after all was said and done.
i also used some PAM cooking spray on my bedroom door :lol: the squeak was driving me crazy but it's all good now.

And now I must sleep...
goodnight dv

Rant: My leg is sore and a little bit swollen/ bruised now. A log landed on my leg when I was outside in the woods, Yesterday. It was really painful during the night. I'm no mood to deal with a crazy troll on the other forum.

Hmmm yes I fell off my bike, yesterday. Car drivers in London don't seem to notice cyclists. Have some nice bruising up my arm and a small gash that stings like....

Maybe it was that same troll who threw the log, in the woods. I say you should probably get the authorities to do the humane thing and have them put it down.
else if they're busy get a contract out on them.

Hope you feel better Lauraw and the troll feels worse.

Yeah, Haha! I can hire on some hit-men who can cattle prod them or perhaps shove a couple of cherry bombs up their ass, light them and hope for the best. :P J/K
Thanks. Hope you Feel better soon too! I'm still in pain.... *takes a chainsaw out and looks at the time on her watch* It's time to amputate my leg!! The leg got to go!!

MeohMyoh, car drivers being incaring arses seem to be universal, as far as I can gather from the ones around here...
Zhaylin, I looked that game up on youtube, I couldn't play it (the zombies noises really freaks me out for some reasons oO) but I'm having a blast watching let's play!
Wait wait wait Lauraw, don't cut that leg, you only have two!
Rave is, I managed not to crack my skull on the edge of the bathtub! probably because my student flat doesn't have one. Heh. On the other hand I've completly lost my voice which my sister finds hilarious. I do sound like a grounchy old cat when I try to speak...:tongue:

rant: I feel totally wiped out...and my observations didn't go so well...

Talking of grouchy old cats....came home to find mine sunning itself as usual...

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I figure i'm gonna stay at home and send meoh to work tomoz...it's only fair

Milly glad you survived the day tho ^^

Um Lauraw that would be the lack of blood telling you that...I think you better get some sticky tape quick...
This aint no dream!...or is it...(RC past its expiration date.)

It, herm, never worked on the ones I've tried. And putting the leg back is messy.

:hug: all around. I hope you silly geese didn't die from blood loss :P

hehe, the zombie noises are pretty fierce but you come to appreciate them (the noisy buggers tend to give their positions away :lol:) I watched a great play-through by "You always win". I can no longer find the playthrough on his youtube channel though. It was a co-op play with a friend of his and they're hilarious. One video had my laughing so hard I was crying.

What a pretty kitty, Meoh.

Nothing going on in my neck of the woods. It's been fairly quiet and peaceful. I don't fight the zombies at night so I'm bored stiff for those 15 minutes or so... I've started working on my needlepoint during those times lol. I'm using thicker cuts of plarn and it seems to be working out really well. Hopefully, I'll have a working fanny pack finished by the time hubby and I take our trip next month. Gah! I am NOT looking forward to the plane ride. I love flying but hate the hassle of everything that goes with it. my legs also kill me, so there's that too. Hopefully, the Gabapentin will help.

Goodnight DV.

Well, I found an organic, no additives tobacco. It's actually pretty good as far as tobacco goes. It's way less addictive coz it doesn't have extra shit added in. So I'm hoping to get back to e-cigs soon, or just quit altogether. Gah.... I was so close. Was barely using the e-cig, just had to have a cig didn't I?....

Rant: Pretty sure the salt I used in my tank is contaminated. I may also just be paranoid. But I'm gonna replace all the water and salt, at a fairly big cost. Pretty much replaced every single part of this tank now haha. The heaters and filter are the only original parts.

Bah, moving sucks.

I can't set up the gas heat or internet because the previous tenant didn't cancel/change their address. Since the move-in-date is a Saturday, the electric won't be on my account until Monday, so I'm not sure how that will work. I tried calling the landlord twice yesterday to ask about these things and to confirm everything is ready for me to move in. At this point I had been up for almost 24 hours from working and school and just asked her to just leave a message (it was only 5 or 6pm but I needed sleep).

Woke up: nothing. The u-haul truck that I asked for over the phone and was told would be available isn't available. They worked it out though, so I can't complain too much, but I'm going to be getting a truck way larger than I need. But I'm getting extra miles to pick up from a different location and no extra costs, so it's OK.

Aaand I've barely packed. I just haven't had time, and probably won't have everything packed by today. But as long as all the furniture moves today, everything else can fit in my car.

swfalik Whooo...excitement :? um isn't moving exciting...except the stress...the worry....the not being able to find your stuff...
oh yeah actually moving can suck...

tommo....hmmm i'm gonna have to make do with a salt bath...that's as far as my budget will go :rolllaugh:

:hug: I know the struggle Tommo. I had quit cigs for EIGHT YEARS before I picked it up again. I was really kicking myself in the butt lol. And now I worry if my e-cigs became unavailable, would I pick up analogues again.
Hope you can get back to vaping soon or quit altogether. And I hope you get your tank worked out :)

:hug: Sefalik, I know that struggle too. I calculated it up once. I've forgotten the exacts but I've moved over 25 times in my life. I've lost many odds and ends over the years because some thing were overlooked and forgotten until way after the fact.
Glad you're getting squared away and that some things are working out well.

My rave is that I had some awesome dreams in 40 minutes time. One part was mostly forgotten. It was something about cloning or a self-replicating organism. Then I dreamed of zombies :lol: I was being chased and wrapped my arms around the neck of a Tennessee walker (horse) that was running by. But zombie donkeys kept biting his flank before we lost them. I tried pulling myself onto the horses back but he kept trying to bite me. I looked closely at his face and he had turned. I killed him with a curved knife.
Too much 7 days to die :cackle:

My rant is that hubby kept waking me. He wants to do something today but didn't know exactly what. I had to be up at 11 in case he wanted to go out. Nope. Back to bed for me.... only to be woken back up some time after noon so he could tell me he was going outside to see what some noise was. he thought it was an outside auction (they're actually making apple butter). Back to sleep for me. Then I had the great dreams so I can't complain too much lol
Then he woke me again to verify we're going to see The Martian at 3:15. We have to leave at 3... which means I gotta get moving and take a shower etc.

Another rant is that the joints in my fingers have been really achy lately.

Hope everyone has a great day.

Today I had another proof that I should be allowed to be an adult: as I'm sick, I would rather be a wet dishrag on the couch that doing anything. including eating. :doh: at least I kept myself hydrated. Somewhat. *go to heat up some soup*

i'm still sick...I feel its so unfair as i've been sick for 2 weeks now...then feel real REAL bad because its not like i'm wasting away...why am I complaining...idk...my head just hurts all time...:hug::hug::hug: multi hugs yall

Hope you two feel better soon. :clairity:

I just woke up :panic: My schedule is WAY out of whack lol. But schedules are for parents, students and people with jobs. I really don't care other than hubby grumbling. But I tell him to wake me up if he wants to do something.
I had a killer headache yesterday. The pain was behind my eyesballs (more like my eye lids and a bit higher) then it shot over to include a band to my temples. It was a dull stabbing headache that started around the time I woke yesterday to go to the movies with hubby. (We watched the Martian which was awesome)

Now I have no headache, but allergies have stopped my nose as usual.

My MAJOR rant is that there is major drama going on in the house. Paula took Destinee out to eat. She had left overs that she put in the fridge to eat when she got home from work the next day.
Someone ate those. Then someone ate some of Ray's lunchmeat. Ray said, enough is a friggin 'nough and took the fridge to his room. food never disappeared until Destinee moved back. he owns rights to the fridge, so I didn't stop him. (The only thing I keep in it is one 16.9 oz Coke which I rotate) and some small cheeses once in a while.
Now I'm being accused of favoritism and picking on Destinee.

No. I've been trying to push people into getting another fridge for ages. I foresaw this coming and now it's here. they have to deal with it.

so now everyone is taking everything they own (down to the toilet paper :chuckle:) into their rooms. I shrug it off and tell them that's how it should be. When people don't want the responsibility, remove the access. they want me to get all fired up but I'm not. At most, I'm annoyed because I have to mediate.

Oh my god. I always did embarrassing stuff. At first, I thought everything that I do or write is fine but after some hours later, I often finding myself regretting it. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't make a good judgment and think of a consequence before witnessing the impact. Perhaps after venting it here I would feel better. I wanna cry in a corner alone. I made a thread in a forum but I was emotional and write something controversial and violated the rules. Pretty sure some of those users saw how dumb I was after reading those controversial sentences and tend to avoid me. Thank god I manage to edit it but to those users who already read my post, what were seen cannot be unseen. I'm sure they will ignore my thread right now. Damn it. I need to hug my cat right now so I would feel better. This thread helps too. Phew.

Hahaha HelloBro....secret is to not write too much...I know what you mean I get emotional and regret after...nvm...on a scale of 1 to 100000 of bad things you can do...its probably a 1 or a zero...:hug: from this cat

HelloBro, I tend to overshare. Just realize what you do is part of your nature and learn to rein it in sometimes. It's a process. :hug: from me too :)

My rant is that the household drama just skyrocketed.
Ugh.
When Paula gets home I think I'm going to sit everyone down and tell Ray to bring everything back to the kitchen- even the stuff he bought. I'm going to tell them to learn to get along or all of them have to move out. Fake it to make it if they have to. Or take it to the yard and duke it out for a while. This has got to end. Ray IS being a prick but Destinee's over dramatic and brings most of it on herself. But she can't see that. Any time I mention anything, I'm playing favorites :bang:

Destinee "doesn't care about anything anymore and would rather starve to death than get help from anyone- especially Ray." I'm going to tell her to shut her trap or move out. Accept the help and be gracious. Or move out. It's that simple.
If this house is such a hellhole- move out. Maybe ya'll should have thought more before getting tons of bills.
I don't want to hear it anymore.

Zhaylin...your the best...it sounds like their very lucky to have you orchestrate their chaos...

Aww. MeohMyoh and Zhaylin. Both of you're are so sweet. I didn't expect any advices. Just came here to vent but you two care enough to give some advices. Thank you so much. You guys give me extra good feeling. I get emotional when writing this so I need to calm down. Hahaha. :content:

Zhaylin. You must have been in a tough situation there. I am sorry. I wish I could help but I can't teleport through the screen. I just wish everything gets better. Good luck.

Codeine.... ahhhh :cooler: Everything seems to work out when I take codeine.

Everything's alright.

Codeine :barf: Never was able to take the stuff lol. Glad it's helping you though :)

As for orchestrating chaos... I've decided to hold my tongue for the time being. Paula is getting a little fridge and possible an electric skillet through her work. The chaos may work itself out. But if it doesn't, momma needs to put her foot down :lol:

I'm still living on the game... but with 15 minutes, real time, of night (which I hide during lol) I've gotten lots of needlepoint point done too.
Here's the front panel of what's going to be my new iPad case.Attachment 8809

Each short row of squares took me about 30 minutes all in all. 8 1/2 hours altogether. I ran out of orange plastic bags though and I'm nearly out of the green so I have no idea what I'm going to use for the other side.

:hug: all around. Hope everyone is feeling better.