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the library is awesome :P
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^ You really need to light up and smoke some bud. ._.
Speaking of which, my cousin crashed at my place last night and we got pretty fried. We were at my old elementary school and I was having the time of my life reminiscing while on on the swing-set and then I just sat there for like an hour on the grass enjoying the sunny day. We were going to do the same today but he got a call so he had to leave early morning. Would have been a good day had he stayed.
I've got to get a job or find something to keep me busy before I become a total pothead like him. :P
I push myself away from people, i don't mean to though.
But I keep doing this, and soon enough, no one is going to care enough to try and get me anymore.
That was so cliche, but it's true.
I do the same thing.
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well good part is tomorrows mee birthday, but i am sorta stressing about it.
I hate birthdays and love them at the same time xD
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I also love/ hate birthdays. T_T
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I guess memorizing your library card is an OK thing :) That's good to know.
So you're not just a member, you're a re-member!!!
Nyuk nyuk nyuk!!!
I remember once i was sick and had nothing to do so i memorized it lulz.
I have cleaned my apartment the whole day. I live in a block of flats which is pretty old. The whole house has had some issues with wet damages etc over the decades so I found that there are silverfish nests inside the walls and below the floors. Niiiiiiiiice. Gotta exterminate them and it will take time. I have two cats that make the poisoning even harder because I have to have a poison free room for them to live while I am at it.
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Link unrelated. Although watching it made me irritated. But come on, he clearly was still resisting the arrest.
I seem to have fallen into a strange sleep cycle. I now tend to sleep from 7AM-noon and then again from 6PM-9PM. I could easily sleep until midnight, but someone always seems to wake me at 9.
It doesn't work perfectly. I wake several times during the AM cycle and from midnight-3, I still rely on caffeine for an extra boost.
I just woke up- with a slight sore throat and earache. I kept waking up, sure I smelled poop. It finally dawned on me that I was smelling my own breath lol :barf: So I was breathing through my mouth for some reason (my nose isn't stuffed at all). I'm also absolutely freezing.
Grrrr... I better not be getting sick again!
The site I use to post photos from is gone...I think, and I have no idea when it's coming back. Take a look
I belong to a few sites where the policy on posting photos is pretty much non existent, other than the obvious. Anyway, there's a question someone in there.
Was exposed to some news again... god damn it. News about solar plants shutting down and the economy stalling. I'm starting to get depressed again because the environment is worrying me again. I have a feeling that nothing is going to end well... that it will all go to shit in my lifetime (and I'd rather kill myself before that happens). My anti-depressant pills only work when I'm not confronted with these issues and can more easily ignore them. Watching Princess Mononoke didn't help. I don't want to settle for a broken world and pretend I'm happy with that.
There are always new technologies coming out to improve what we are destroying in the environment. It won't go to hell because of man. Earth has been hit by way worse, and as always come out fine, and humanity will be fine no matter what happens, short of the sun burning out. Only the species that can adapt will survive, and people are great at adapting.]
On another note, I think I have chronic stress or some crap like that. they is a tightening in my chest, a feeling of... well... not giving a fuck, and after work, my patience with anything and anyone plummets. I literally will snap at anything. I always used to tell my friend I didn't really give a fuck about things. Funny how things change as you get older.Or maybe its just finally piled up in front of my little emotional barricade and its spilling over. I've said it once, and I'll say it again. I need out of this freaking life, this black and white movie I replay every day.
Yeah I avoid the news as much as humanly possible - it depresses me too.
Today I slept for waaaay too long. Slept until it hurt to sleep anymore. Then I fell back asleep for like another hour.
Now I feel all sleeplogged and groggy - but I definitely needed this. Been sleep deprived for too long now... getting 6 hours at MOST a night for a couple weeks. And waking up once or twice even then.
While reading this I got thinking about how many people nowadays use antidepressants. Or are prescribed to use them. It is kind of freaky.
Good thing they don't work huh? Otherwise we'd be in Soma land.
I fucking fucked up my foot again today.
I hurt it like 10 years ago or something on this flying fox which went from one hill to another.
I fell off from about 2-3 metres up and fucked up my foot just below the ankle.
Today I was building my sensory deprivation tank and I was using the drill to put a screw in, it stripped the head off it and I slipped and because I was crouching, I fell on to the side of my foot and sat on it. So it over-stretched that part of my foot again and it is fucking killing me. I just took some codeine and muscle relaxant but I couldn't take any before coz I was driving and the muscle relaxant makes you really tired. I took half anyway, but it didn't do anything. So I took a full one now and it still hurts a bit.
Hate this. It's hurt slightly ever since I damaged it, but now it's just 10 times worse.
Tell me about it. Some fucking wanker in my state government just got wind farms basically banned from our state.
We have a lot of them where they can be put to get heaps of wind. But they now have banned them within 5km of a town, and within 1 km of a house unless the owner gives permission.
So for it to be in or within 5km of a town, everyone there would have to agree to have it.
So basically it is impossible to have them at all now.
It's all because some fuckheads were getting paid off by coal companies in government. And people complained that they were getting sick from the windmills.
Seriously wtf? FUCK OFF! I had found out a year before that the only reason they say this is that their neighbours, who have one on their property get money for having it. So these people complain just because they are jealous that they don't get the money, because their property wasn't right. So no one gets anything.
It's just the epitome of retardation when we can't have a clean source of energy, yet coal and oil are fully supported. There's literally no reason for this law, except people getting paid off. There's simply no other feasible explanation for it, at all!
Greed will be the death of us.