Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by tommo

I've been thinking this quite a bit lately. I do not feel 24. I feel like I should still be 18-20.

It also sucks that people judge others based on age as well. It's so arbitrary. It should be more to do with physical and mental maturity, since those things differ
so much between people.

Uhh.. I feel like I'm 15 or something And I feel like I'm unable to relate to most people of my age. Their interests and priorities are so different from mine.
And nowadays I'm dealing with people I barely know coming up and asking when I plan to get married.

Originally Posted by tommo

Post the link. Your artwork, clothing is beautiful.

It's rare for me to actually enjoy creative things, just to put in to perspective how much I enjoy your creations, really, you're amazing.

Thank you very much. But the blog is going to take time, I'm just too lazy.

Originally Posted by Crashyy

I turned 20 years old last week and I've never even had a girlfriend or never even kissed a girl before? How pathetic is that? :/

A few weeks ago I was the one complaining that I'm 24 and haven't had sex. Aren't we all just desperate?

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Now that it's passed, I feel like a big ole whiny baby.

Originally Posted by Zacsby

Hi everyone I am a Highly Sensitive Person

Me too.
Welcome!

It's 7 am and I regret every decision that has led up to this moment.

Oh wait we're talking about good things in our lives.

Uh. I am really happy the Kind Man is showing up in my dreams more. He seems less agitated than before which is great. I get the feeling he's feeling better about things, but I'm not sure if he's just enjoying the moment or if he's waiting for me to do something or initiate something. He's rebuffed any real attempts for me to figure him out more, but he drops stuff that sees to allude to so much. Either way, his company is always welcome. It just makes things easier when he's around. He's such a comforting presence.

I ordered some vinyl through a label in the UK. For an overseas shipping, they didn't even add any bubble wrap or filler; just the records sitting in a box. Both records were supposed to be new... yet one was not sealed and had a filament of dirt on it, and the sleeve was creased/torn in multiple places. I've never bought a used record in as bad condition as this one. And your random, run-of-the-mill eBay sellers package things better as well.

But eh... I sent them a reasonable email described the album's poor condition, so I'll wait to see how they handle the situation.

^^ Just had a similar experience, but I had ordered 2 boxes of charcoal pencils through Amazon. They used to be well known for good shipping practices, but not anymore. Used to be they'd insert a piece of cardboard the perfect size for the box, and shrink-wrap your item firmly onto the cardboard, then pack in bubble wrap or something to fill the space above it. Perfect method. They stopped doing that, and my charcoal pencils arrived in a box about 10 times too big, with just three of those bags of air (needed about thirty of them to fill the space actually). It's a pretty good bet the pencil boxes got knocked around pretty bad in there, and when I go to sharpen the pencils little pieces of lead a half inch long will just keep falling out of the ends. Segmented like a tootsie roll, as I call it.

@Zhaylin, the hole in on my inner thigh and varies in size. It's about the size of my little finger nail on average. Not the whole nail, just the bit above the finger. It doesn't hurt or anything so I feel no need to complain about it it's just, weird. Really, weird. Hmm.

In other news. Made a pokemon themed birthday cake for a friend. It was fabulous. I've had 2 early birthday presents and a cake so far. This makes me happy that people care.

Started talking to gym guy on snapchat. It apears our conversations are getting better. Hmm. I wonder where this story will progress. I hope I gain a friend.

Ugh I hate this stomach ache I get everytime I think about doing something different

Hitting on a girl now, she's two years older than I am but that's okay. I've backed away from girls for a long time and it's about time I start doing something about it. Let's see where this goes, got nothing to lose anyway. Hehe *excited*

So er, gym guy decided to use the bike next to me today. Then we went to go do weight and I began to row, so guess who turned up on the rowing machine next to me. Then he waited till I was done before he got up to leave, skipping over his usual run. I sense something suspicious going on....

Also, Athylus, I'm so damn sorry that I haven't replied to your pm. I will do it. I promise. I just, so unmotivated when I get my laptop. This is why I can't have nice things like the internet.

Maybe doing a ranking exam next month,I'm really nervous although I think I should be able to make it.

I'm a scardey cat =/

Same with girls...They scare me in a way

@ColdCrisis - It's fine dear, I'm scared of girls and I am one. We're very, very scary people. :S

Originally Posted by Wishfulthinker

So er, gym guy decided to use the bike next to me today. Then we went to go do weight and I began to row, so guess who turned up on the rowing machine next to me. Then he waited till I was done before he got up to leave, skipping over his usual run. I sense something suspicious going on....

Also, Athylus, I'm so damn sorry that I haven't replied to your pm. I will do it. I promise. I just, so unmotivated when I get my laptop. This is why I can't have nice things like the internet.

Something suspicious? Haha, good way to put it. Seems like he is trying to figure out wether you want something from him. It's what I would do in that situation, trying to get grip on it that is. Hey like I said, I always run at a nearby nature park.
http://mw2.google.com/mw-panoramio/p...um/7752462.jpg

Do you have something like this nearby? I know I would love it if I were to take a walk/run there with a girl.

Hey, don't worry about the PM. I'll send you a small one now, don't bother replying unless you wish to.


Oh, right! Coldcrisis, I knew I forgot something haha. I honestly don't think it's the girls that scare you, but it's you scaring yourself. Usually it's something like a lack of confidence, fear of rejection or any similar anxiety. Sometimes combined, lol. For me my biggest fear is that a girl will turn me down because of my alopecia, so I say a mantra everytime I go running and say to myself "I am happy and thankful for my appearance", it has yet to take effect though. This is really embarassing though, but idgaf cus it's the internet. Give it a try bro.

Women are actually very cute, and I love some of them. I remember coughing a lot in the train during the winter and a woman offered me some fisherman's, or when I went running and one smiled at me. That smile seriously made my day and it's still with me even though it happened six months ago or so.

Ha. Ha. No. xD We have nothing like that here. :') But we do have airfields. But I ain't running. :L It's interesting. When he left the bike next to me he sat down on the floor space close by to do press ups, sit ups etc for a while before going into the weight room. It's what I class as suspicious so yeah. Hmm. We both have a liking for curling too so, y'know. This is interesting to me. Hmm.

Yay! I'm so sorry. I really am. :S

Hey tell you what, you can make it up to me by reading my PM.

Originally Posted by Wishfulthinker

@ColdCrisis - It's fine dear, I'm scared of girls and I am one. We're very, very scary people. :S

Especially if you like a girl and have zero selfesteem...Then you are afraid of every single word you say

Originally Posted by Anju

Me too.
Welcome!

awesome Anju, so you know what I mean when I say I care a lot about everyone here even though I don't really know them yet
it astonishes me how many people condemn you for that, it really is a treat when i meet someone who talks to me like they have known me forever. its like, ayyy i am not alone and there is hope for humanity after all! lol anyway i look forward to getting to know all of you, this is what i tell everyone when i first meet them..."I will try my best not to be weird as long as you try your best to not be an asshole"

Welp, got "The Field Guide to Lucid Dreaming" woop woop.


Already know everything, but this book seems interesting.

Maybe it's a spider bite, Wishful?

Welcome Zacsby!!

My rant is that I overdid it by going to the store. My back started killing me and I felt a bit nauseous. But I got some chicken noodle soup so that's good

A rave is that the worst seems to have passed I learned today that my daughter is going over the same thing which is weird because it's been a couple of weeks since I even gave her a hug. I do take her to the store though and she did fall asleep on my bed so who knows.

I'm absolutely loving Skyrim on the laptop. The machine gets very hot but it hasn't crashed yet which is tremendous!
In fact, I think I'll go play some more

Yeah, my back has been hurting way too much for mah age.

its horrible, :O

Originally Posted by Zacsby

awesome Anju, so you know what I mean when I say I care a lot about everyone here even though I don't really know them yet
it astonishes me how many people condemn you for that, it really is a treat when i meet someone who talks to me like they have known me forever. its like, ayyy i am not alone and there is hope for humanity after all! lol anyway i look forward to getting to know all of you, this is what i tell everyone when i first meet them..."I will try my best not to be weird as long as you try your best to not be an asshole"

Oops...that's not what I meant. I meant I'm highly sensitive to sound, light, touch etc.. I get overwhelmed by loud noises, strong light, bright colours, people who are touchy-feely. So I need a lot of quiet time away from people to remain sane.
Caring for others..not much. And I can be an asshole at times.

AGH YouTube

ITS HOMEPAGE IS WORSE

Why?!

Whyyy?!

Originally Posted by Anju

Oops...that's not what I meant.

oh....awkward! its okay im sensitive to those things too, definitely traits of an introvert. but you don't seem like much of an asshole to me and at least you're honest haha

thanks for the welcome, seems like this is a pretty tight community. which is great because i love dreams and none of my friends are all that interested in them. like how can you not be fascinated by dreams, are you a cyborg or something? anyway that was obviously a joke, i don't have friends

all things considered i think this is the perfect place for me! so if you see me on here a lot, if i want to be friends with you and you hardly know me, and you're thinking to yourself wow this kid must not have a life...i have a life tyvm. i work and i play video games and i eat pizza and i have a cat that acts like a dog. pretty awesome life. the point is don't be alarmed i just think everyone is interesting at first, unless you have the personality of a zombie or Ben Stein lol

Originally Posted by Anju

A few weeks ago I was the one complaining that I'm 24 and haven't had sex. Aren't we all just desperate?

Logically, we should all have an orgy.

Originally Posted by GigaByte777

Ugh I hate this stomach ache I get everytime I think about doing something different

Practice deep breathing, helps a lot with that.

I'm working tonight!

This a rave rather than a rant, because I want that overtime $$$. I haven't worked overtime for probably over a full year now. And actually, I tend to get bored on weekends now that I'm on 3rd shift anyway, so I probably wouldn't mind working 6 days a week all the time.

A friend invited me to a party and they will go out later to a club...I like metal - The problem is obvious

I guess I just have to endure it but whatever