Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

I was almost murdered.

The one time insomnia saved my life.

It's been almost a week since the last time I got drunk, so I'm having my rebound headaches right now. This is something which I assume is pretty unique to me as it's kind of a weird physical side effect of the anxiety I had, but basically it peaks around 4-6 days after I last got drunk and then quickly fades away after it's been about a week or a little more, but it basically feels like there's a center of gravity in the center of my head so no matter which way I orient it I can't get comfortable. Also, lately I've been smoking weed to get dissociate myself from the feeling when it happens, but I'm trying to not drink or smoke anymore, so I just have to put up with it. Along with feeling bitchy for the next few days from not smoking. Oh well.

Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

I was almost murdered.

The one time insomnia saved my life.

*beyond curious*

You just reminded of a dream I had last night where I remembered and found a stash of weed that I'd forgotten about. I hid that weed in a dream probably over a year ago

And yes, also curious about this near-murder.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

*beyond curious*

Alright, but it's not going to be a very exciting story. I've had a few brushes with death so far, and this hasn't been the scariest (by far), but it has been the creepiest.

I guess I have something against being watched. The worst nightmares are those of being stalked.

So, anyways, I was driving home from a friends house a little past rush hour. I was still reasonably hungover, but I had to be home in time and I thought that I could manage the drive.

Once I got onto the county highway, the road started tripping me out so I decided that I should take a nap as I felt like I was starting to become a danger to other people on the road. A quick twenty minute cat nap should fix things up, right?

I pulled over into an empty church parking lot. This looked like a nice neighborhood and the church was quite beautiful. I was the ONLY car in the entire large parking lot. The only person within sight was a single man mowing the church's lawn.

So I decided to not even be discrete about it and just go ahead and park the car right in the middle of the parking lot and take a short nap.

I couldn't sleep though. Things just kept racing through my mind. Sometimes I swear I could hear people walking past my car but I wasn't sure. I thought it was probably just my imagination.

Not even ten minutes later I decide that I should leave. I felt better now even though I didn't get any sleep, but something was telling me to GTFO.

I checked my mirrors and there still wasn't anyone in sight, so I slowly left my parking space.

As I started to move, a car that was right next to me became visible.



I suck at explaining things, so here is a bad picture of how it was parked next to me. My car is the box shaped one. Parked in a parking spot.

All I could think was Holy Mother of Buddha, there was a car there.

It was white and had its windows tinted. It could have chosen anywhere to park in the 2 acre lot, but instead it parked at the perfect angle behind me where I couldn't see it in any of my mirrors. What the fuck? Yes. Coincidence? No.

It gets creepier though.

The county highway is right off the entrance to the church. So cars are perfectly visible on the highway from the church parking lot.

By the time I had finally gotten out of there and back onto the highway, I took one last glance at the church parking lot.

The white car had completely turned around and was now facing the highway again...Kind of as if it was watching me drive away.

All I could think about was how fucking creepy that car was. And what would have happened if I had fallen asleep?

I know, it doesn't sound like a very creepy story to most of you, but the scariest thing to me is the notion of being watched/stalked, so it really shook me up.

Lesson learned: death awaits in church parking lots

Oh wow, that does sound really creepy. >.< I would've gotten right out of there too!

I called the cops on him. It just got out of hand. Now I'm crying and ashamed and I wish I had someone here. I need to go to sleep but I feel so horrible and rushed to get out of here. He will be back tomorrow, but I don't know if he's going to come before he goes to work... I know I can't leave tonight, my son is asleep and has already seen his dad do too much shit. I feel so freaking horrible.

Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

Alright, but it's not going to be a very exciting story. I've had a few brushes with death so far, and this hasn't been the scariest (by far), but it has been the creepiest.

I guess I have something against being watched. The worst nightmares are those of being stalked.

So, anyways, I was driving home from a friends house a little past rush hour. I was still reasonably hungover, but I had to be home in time and I thought that I could manage the drive.

Once I got onto the county highway, the road started tripping me out so I decided that I should take a nap as I felt like I was starting to become a danger to other people on the road. A quick twenty minute cat nap should fix things up, right?

I pulled over into an empty church parking lot. This looked like a nice neighborhood and the church was quite beautiful. I was the ONLY car in the entire large parking lot. The only person within sight was a single man mowing the church's lawn.

So I decided to not even be discrete about it and just go ahead and park the car right in the middle of the parking lot and take a short nap.

I couldn't sleep though. Things just kept racing through my mind. Sometimes I swear I could hear people walking past my car but I wasn't sure. I thought it was probably just my imagination.

Not even ten minutes later I decide that I should leave. I felt better now even though I didn't get any sleep, but something was telling me to GTFO.

I checked my mirrors and there still wasn't anyone in sight, so I slowly left my parking space.

As I started to move, a car that was right next to me became visible.



I suck at explaining things, so here is a bad picture of how it was parked next to me. My car is the box shaped one. Parked in a parking spot.

All I could think was Holy Mother of Buddha, there was a car there.

It was white and had its windows tinted. It could have chosen anywhere to park in the 2 acre lot, but instead it parked at the perfect angle behind me where I couldn't see it in any of my mirrors. What the fuck? Yes. Coincidence? No.

It gets creepier though.

The county highway is right off the entrance to the church. So cars are perfectly visible on the highway from the church parking lot.

By the time I had finally gotten out of there and back onto the highway, I took one last glance at the church parking lot.

The white car had completely turned around and was now facing the highway again...Kind of as if it was watching me drive away.

All I could think about was how fucking creepy that car was. And what would have happened if I had fallen asleep?

I know, it doesn't sound like a very creepy story to most of you, but the scariest thing to me is the notion of being watched/stalked, so it really shook me up.

Lesson learned: death awaits in church parking lots

nice drawing lol

Queen Zukin: That sounds creepy for sure, but i've got a feeling that the car didn't actually turn around, but it was facing that way already Being sleepy can make you see things..

Okay, I know it takes a while to set out a decent curve for classes like Biology and Chemistry, but really...just waiting for the grades is scaring me. So far, I'm passing two classes, and I haven't gotten the results from the others. I know I made an A in one class, but that isn't posted, so I'm not too worried on that.

Ugh, this is KILLING me. I want to think that it's taking so long because everyone else in the class did just as horrible as me, Biology I mean, and that could mean there's a huge ass curve, but still, it's just....it causes my gut to twist just thinking about it man.....

Last semester, grades went by QUICK, they barely added a curve in the first Biology course I took, and now I'm worried. Damn it damn it damn it!

Originally Posted by saltyseedog

nice drawing lol

lol yeah, I like how you opted for two different styles for drawing a car..

That's some interesting stories going on in here.

I like yuppie's rant the most. He trolled the teacher, like a boss.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol yeah, I like how you opted for two different styles for drawing a car..

The one on the left looks like a potato or a running person to me

Originally Posted by littlezoe

The one on the left looks like a potato or a running person to me

Yeah maybe this stalking can all be resolved by realising what she thought was a car was actually just a massive potato.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

Yeah maybe this stalking can all be resolved by realising what she thought was a car was actually just a massive potato.

Hmmm, that makes sense!

Thanks, I'm on top form today. Knew I should've been a crime scene analyst.

Of course I leave everything to the last minute < that's definitely me right now

Originally Posted by Wayfaerer

Of course I leave everything to the last minute < that's definitely me right now

*kicks you off DV*

Do you not get sick pleasure from leaving it until the last minute, slamming on some music, drinking coffee and getting it done? I do.

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

*kicks you off DV*

Do you not get sick pleasure from leaving it until the last minute, slamming on some music, drinking coffee and getting it done? I do.

yeah sometimes, interestingly lol

Originally Posted by saltyseedog

nice drawing lol

Originally Posted by Wolfwood

lol yeah, I like how you opted for two different styles for drawing a car..

I really like how one seems to be in top view and the other is in side view. Unless the car was laying on it's side.

Originally Posted by Suena

I called the cops on him. It just got out of hand. Now I'm crying and ashamed and I wish I had someone here. I need to go to sleep but I feel so horrible and rushed to get out of here. He will be back tomorrow, but I don't know if he's going to come before he goes to work... I know I can't leave tonight, my son is asleep and has already seen his dad do too much shit. I feel so freaking horrible.

Read your help thread, guess there's no point responding now. What did he do to make you call the cops?
Oh and you know that living together for 12 months (in most places) constitutes a legally binding civil union.
So you can make him pay half his salary to you or whatever, pay child support etc. when you leave.
If you don't do something like that, I can see him just doing the same thing over with someone else.
And you struggling with the 2 kids while he suffers no consequences.

Installing Ubuntu has been a huge pain in the ass.

I may be sorta freaking the fuck out right now before I don't know what to do. It's not a nice feeling. At all.

I have no direction at all in my life right now, even if it's during summer vacation. It should be a good thing that I have no direction, because I'll always end up coming out better than I was before, but for now, it's going to suck living in the moment.

Originally Posted by Queen Zukin

Alright, but it's not going to be a very exciting story. I've had a few brushes with death so far, and this hasn't been the scariest (by far), but it has been the creepiest.

I guess I have something against being watched. The worst nightmares are those of being stalked.

So, anyways, I was driving home from a friends house a little past rush hour. I was still reasonably hungover, but I had to be home in time and I thought that I could manage the drive.

Once I got onto the county highway, the road started tripping me out so I decided that I should take a nap as I felt like I was starting to become a danger to other people on the road. A quick twenty minute cat nap should fix things up, right?

I pulled over into an empty church parking lot. This looked like a nice neighborhood and the church was quite beautiful. I was the ONLY car in the entire large parking lot. The only person within sight was a single man mowing the church's lawn.

So I decided to not even be discrete about it and just go ahead and park the car right in the middle of the parking lot and take a short nap.

I couldn't sleep though. Things just kept racing through my mind. Sometimes I swear I could hear people walking past my car but I wasn't sure. I thought it was probably just my imagination.

Not even ten minutes later I decide that I should leave. I felt better now even though I didn't get any sleep, but something was telling me to GTFO.

I checked my mirrors and there still wasn't anyone in sight, so I slowly left my parking space.

As I started to move, a car that was right next to me became visible.



I suck at explaining things, so here is a bad picture of how it was parked next to me. My car is the box shaped one. Parked in a parking spot.

All I could think was Holy Mother of Buddha, there was a car there.

It was white and had its windows tinted. It could have chosen anywhere to park in the 2 acre lot, but instead it parked at the perfect angle behind me where I couldn't see it in any of my mirrors. What the fuck? Yes. Coincidence? No.

It gets creepier though.

The county highway is right off the entrance to the church. So cars are perfectly visible on the highway from the church parking lot.

By the time I had finally gotten out of there and back onto the highway, I took one last glance at the church parking lot.

The white car had completely turned around and was now facing the highway again...Kind of as if it was watching me drive away.

All I could think about was how fucking creepy that car was. And what would have happened if I had fallen asleep?

I know, it doesn't sound like a very creepy story to most of you, but the scariest thing to me is the notion of being watched/stalked, so it really shook me up.

Lesson learned: death awaits in church parking lots

Gosh that is so creepy it ran a chill down my spine when I read it.

Tommo. Not really worried about child support at the moment.

So much has happened in the past 24 hours that I can hardly keep my head straight. I've not had much sleep and am very tired. I just
can't sleep. I feel so sick thinking about everything. I feel like i've been spinning in a swivel chair for hours and hours, and the feeling won't stop.