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Missed school today... because i feel like **** i don't want to go outside and i don't want to see anyone :(
I just really rarely swear... like when a plate slips out of my hand and falls on my feet and shatters, or something...
But now i'm really annoyed and just feel bad... and my mom would be angry to know that i wasn't in school, so i'll have to act like i was there... :/
And basically it makes it much worse that my teacher said something last week that made me sad and offended... eh... i don't even want to talk to her.
I know, I rarely swear in real life too no matter how often I swear on DV. Weird to say but swearing gives people a weird impression about you. But I just don't like to censor anything out on DV. :P
You might not believe it but I understand the situation you're in in school. I had a similar experience, I can literally go to school 2 days out of 5 days. I don't give a damn for the lectures because they are not teaching anything useful. And then they scold you for not doing well when they're not doing their job of teaching you. Being a lecturer is such a wonderful job right? You get paid to scold people to your heart's desire and the students rarely retaliate. Poor students, poor us. Goes to show how proficient they are as a teacher.
I don't care if you know your stuff, if you can't teach, get the hell outta my life. You have no rights to scold me.
Well, basically i only have to go to her lessons and she teaches fairly well in my opinion... It's just that she can sometimes let in her own opinion on some non-school things during class, and one like this offended me heavily the last time... but she is a teacher, i couldn't say how stupid that was... :/
But true, there are some teachers that i just can't stand, they don't explain anything correctly and expect us to do the best.
The teachers just get worse and worse when you advance in studies. Tsk.
F'in pages! I tick some things to reply then realise there's 3 or 4 more pages! PAGES!
Tell me how long it takes for it to basically turn in to another bookmarks. :lol:
I've got so many bookmarks that I'm in all likelihood never going to look at, that Read It Later thing didn't help a bit.
Just put all that same stuff in there and never read it.
Welcome to the club :)
My dad has literally never had any serious conversation with me. If I had to guess, he's probably said no more than 1000 words to me in my entire life - 22 years.
My rant is I'm fucking getting depressed again about what I'm going to do with my life.
Plant nursery still hasn't called me back. I called them when they said to, she said she would call me back as they're not doing the interviews just yet.
But I also just had one of those massive regretful type episodes, thinking why the fuck did I choose to start studying art etc. FUUUEGjewgbvwe;!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This girl I meet on a pizza delivery, been there a few times and she's really cool, we chat a bit when I go there, turns out she works for a huge design company, can't remember the name now
but she said I should show her my folio and she would probably be able to get me a job. Or at least sort of get me in to a job, put my folio out there or whatever.
I guess I would give it a go if I got a job somewhere, although it would require going on the train an hour each way every day.... Can't even express how horrible public transport is here....
I also probably wouldn't want to leave the nursery if the guy gives me a job there. But I guess I would. I dunno lol
On the positive side, I got this electronic cigarette and have only had 3 real cigarettes today, and around the same every day since I got the nicotine juice to put in it.
This thing is awesome. But that's about the only thing good well in my life right now.... heh
It's okay, you don't have to read everything if you don't want to. You're not obliged. :lol:
I usually just scan through or ignore old posts if I have that many pages to read.
I hate father topics, can we change to mothers? My father's never been much in my life too.
Public transport is horrible everywhere lols. :lol:
The only thing good about my country's public transport is almost everywhere is accessible by it because we're a small country. But the increasing population especially from FOREIGN COUNTRIES aren't helping. And the trains had been spoiling constantly, it's like it's on a roll!
I'm finding a job now. And the course I studied didn't make job hunting any better, I studied Games Design and Development but I can't draw and I can't program because they taught us to be a jack of all trades, master of none. Woots. I recently got called up for an interview for a game tester job and I really like it there. Now they told me they'll give me a reply this week, and I have 3 more days to wait. If I have no reply till then, that means it's another job hunting cycle again. *Sigh*
Only good thing? So is that a rant or is that something to be happy about? :)
When out of the blue, I have a sudden urge to make my internet page 'neat', I'll close every tab whilst simultaneously bookmarking them. Probably once a month, I'll look in to the bookmarks to have a read of them... I'll pick one and start reading. But from that one, I get stuck in it and create even more tabs, and so even more bookmarks. It ends up being an exponential process.... like a seed giving rise to lots of flowers, that then give rise to more seeds and so tons more flowers.... ah madness ensues.
Stars and moons? Hmm...
http://www.valdosta.edu/~achampton/ebooknightsky.png
Took my AP Computer Science test today.
3 hours of hell.
Final is at 7:30 tonight and I decided not to stress out about it and just rely on my unconscious to dig and bring me the answers. I know all of the stuff, it's just been a whole semester since I've studied some of it.
I've got so much to do today and I should be getting ready now, but I don't wanna. My clothes are starting not to fit me anymore and it's getting harder and harder to get get dressed to be comfy. Sweats and my Yoshi tanktop today. woop. I'm so classy. I also have to take my books back today, unless I wanna make another trip this week. I don't wanna set foot in that school again until I need my books for fall. They close so damn early. I guess I'll be studying in the library until final is ready. I also have to talk to a stupid advisor about my schedule next semester because I truly need help deciding on an another elective. I'm worried they're going to fuck with the classes I'm already enrolled in. Also need to turn my award letter in.
I'm just looking forward to getting out of class and going for my two mile power walk. :) endorphins are the greatest.
My son went to Boy Scout camp over the weekend to help out with Order of the Arrow. Other boys are going through their Ordeals, which involves hard work, silence, and fasting. It isn't nearly as rough as it sounds, and it only lasts for a day, but they do work hard while there.
My son went through his Ordeal last year.
For some reason, someone who shall remain unidentified cajoled my son into going through it again, instead of the Brotherhood activity, and put my son further out than he should have been to work. My son came home covered in chigger bites, head to toe, including places under his clothes that are sensitive to scratch. Ahem.
He had to stay home yesterday, he was itching so bad. He looks like some sort of plague victim.
I really want to know who the hell this person is. They have no business being in a position of power over young boys.
Fucker.
In the middle of a 14 shift...
Oh yeah....finals. I'm partaking in them as well >_> gahhhh. Oh well, summer is almost here :)
On the bright side, a few days ago I had a math exam and i fucking suck at math but i didn't miss any on that assessment :3
The final was a breeze. I have to say though, I'm sure going to miss my hawt biology teacher... :(
lol....
[Lol this doesn't even belong here, moving statement on the other thread]
@Suena, dawww, glad you finished your exams though. At least yours was a breeze. :P
Crappy day was crappy.
Fell asleep on the couch last night, I think around 2am. Woke up around 5:30am, went to bed, set alarm for 9:30am. Woke up, tuned off alarm, and went back to sleep. Woke up again just before 1:00pm. I leave for work at 1:45... So, didn't get to go to the gym. Instead, I made breakfast, drank a bunch of coffee, realized I had no clean dishes to bring food in to work, and left.
So when I was within 5 minutes of parking at work, my car loosed traction in a turn and the front wheel hits the sidewalk (it's been raining all day). I knew my tires were bad, but I didn't know they were THAT bad--I've driven around this same corner twice as fast with snow covering the road. So now, my tires are like this: || \\
Made it to work like that. Never got to really look at the damage because it was dark and/or raining the whole time. Luckily my parent's live right near where I work, so I stopped there afterwards. I can't drive over 25mph without sliding around. Left my car at their place for now, borrowed my mom's car to get home. In the morning I'll need to figure out where to take my car. Wherever I go, I want to get new tires right away as well. It'll hurt my wallet, but at least then I won't have to pay for an alignment twice. I'll probably end up borrowing my grandpa's truck till I get my car fixed so I don't have to pay for a rental.
Also, I've been feeling disoriented all day. My attempt at clearing that has been drinking lots of coffee, but all that did was make me feel like poop.
ALSO, the next few weeks will be pretty busy. 4hrs O/T this week, 8hrs next week, and 12hrs the following week... all within 5-day work weeks. Next week I'll be working 11am-11pm one day, then 7am-7pm the following day. :( Granted, I volunteered because I could use the money--especially now--but it'll still stink.
Woo. I think this is my most "legitimate" rant to date! Now where's my beer...
IDK but my back is hurting SO BAD, I can't even sleep. :(