Missed school again... not because of the bus, but because i'm not feeling so well... My teacher will be angry...
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Missed school again... not because of the bus, but because i'm not feeling so well... My teacher will be angry...
Lol haha... Actually she doesn't even mention it usually when i wasn't in class... she just acts like nothing happened... But i know that she doesn't like it when i miss the classes...
But if she isn't going to do anything about, then it doesn't really matter if she gets annoyed; does it? :P Or if you want, you could always get a note from your doctor or your parents. That way she'd have no real reason to be mad. Is it a college professor btw? Profs usually don't mind as long as you understand the material.
Nah, not a professor, i'm in highschool :)
Biology Practical starting at 8AM (now, and I only had time to study 2 and 1/4 out of 6 lab exercises.
The first two are probably going to be the hardest, which is why I tried to study those first, but I don't even know anymore. After that is Political Science on Friday, and then it's dead week, at least until Thursday.
And about that driver's license....I know pretty much everyone has it now, but I don't know...this is something I feel I might have some kind of phobia towards when I do get it. Kind of being afraid of vampire bats because you get nightmares the following night when someone mentions them....:whyme:
I guess the only thing I can do now is not dwell in my own crap of negativity. At least when I'm done with this week, I'll be in the neutral zone, but not for long.
bahhh i hate having to rely on other people for stuff. they're never reliable.
Why is it that people with the big ass sunglasses are always the ones that look depressed as hell at this University? You can't be complete shut-ins now, surely you have something to please yourself.
UGh, it's freaking depressing, it must be finals week, but still, at least look a little bit more lively! Disgusting.
*points at Link's avatar* It's the nature of sunglasses. You can tell she's supposed to look badass, but... isn't it almost as easy to see her as looking depressed? Without being able to see someone else's eyes, you lose a lot of body language information about how they're feeling. ...but yeah, finals week doesn't help. xD
Still no word from that kid... It's not too surprising since he'd be at school right now, but if I don't hear from him tonight, I'm gonna be very worried... We've heard that his mom has threatened to take him to a mental institution, and honestly, at this point I think he'd be happier there. It's the only way to get him out of the house without his mom freaking out. My roomie and I know he's not crazy, but if he stays at home much longer, he'll GO crazy. And besides, people there must know how to show some tact, or else the crazy ax-murderers would have killed them all already. :P
I've been procrastinating about making a dentist appointment. I know I have at least one cavity, cause my tooth hurts like hell. it's been 2 years since I went, and I am fucking terrified of going. Like.... near panic attack. Cavities involve needles, and needles involve me freaking the fuck out. Why the HELL am I so scared of needles? For Christ sakes, I have no qualms about putting my hand in a hole and getting cut to fuck to get a cable, or burning myself with a cigarette(I was drunk! Don't judge!). Hell even purposely cut myself. Those all hurt more then a needle do, and for way longer then a needle ever does. Why am I afraid of you you stupid sharp piece of metal!
Left eyelid keeps twitching!!! :bang:
I too haven't been to the dentist in probably two years. I pay under $10 a week for full dental/health/prescription/vision coverage, so I really have no excuse for not going. :( I'm sure I have at least one cavity in the way back. I don't mind the needles, I just don't like my mouth hurting. Going to the dentist makes my mouth hurt far more than it does when not going.
Still, I really should go. :(
I hate guitar practising...especially if the BPM count reaches somthing close to 200
52 tabs open in my Firefox.... I don't really want to close any of them. :? (Well, most of them anyway, a couple are just DJ entries I need to read.)
Yeah, I used to love stimulants, but I think those days are over. After you've had anxiety it's hard to go back to something like that. :T
Going to have to pay the bills soon......I mean, it's just a few simple clicks, but that money going down = :(
I am so sick! My face hurts.
I need stronger drugs.
My car wont start.
There's a cut on my right-bottom eyelid, probably from scratching it while having to rub my eyes so much from the sickness. It's driving me insane, and there's nothing I can do about it. :damnit:
Awwwww :therethere: Just let me lick the wound and I'll make it all bweater :P
I am idiot. I have been waiting forever for the servers to change. And then I realized my HOST files were pointing to the old IPs. :doh: