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It sounds fucked >_>
This is so BS. I know I set an alarm timer to wake me up a few hours for a WBTB. I know turned it off, but I didn't even stay up long enough for the WBTB!
What a waste of the night!!! Bullcrap dreams as ever....I wonder if I can still go into a dream after 6-7 hours of sleep....LOL damn it....:facepalm:
Don't you have even more dreams after 6-7 hours? The trick is falling asleep again in the first place.
Also, my grandpa is in recovery. He should be fine. It's a huuuge weight off my shoulders. :)
Well yeah, I can fall asleep, it's just trying to maintain a small awareness so I can WILD my way in the dreaming plane. That's the only reason why I'm mad, the anchors that I use aren't working because I become unconscious.
And I don't want to use any new anchors because it'll take time to readjust
Ahhhhhhh I lost it! I remembered this old Hamtaro game I had for the GameBoy Color and I went to go find it (I could've sworn I knew where it was) but it's not there. Worse yet, it's not ANYWHERE. Now I'm panicking because that game is so nostalgic, I couldn't bare to lose it. :crying:
Massive :hugitout: everyone.
I'm ranting at whoever it was that posted that squirrel video. I spent 2 HOURS lost watching out of order shows but I couldn't help myself :cheeky:
It's also been raining all day. While I love the rain, I'm unable to wash and dry my clothes and the puppy keeps dragging my sheets off of my bed. Once my sheets hit the floor I wont use them again until they're washed because she has had several accidents and I can't be CERTAIN I've found all her pee spots. It smells a little like dog pee in my room :mad:
Tomorrow I HAVE to buy a carpet cutter and pull up everything I can. I LOATHE carpet. Even if you surface clean, it's absorbed by the padding underneath. My daughter and her friend got sick in my room last year. My room smelled of vomit despite having scrubbed and re-scrubbed the spot. In frustration, I ripped up that section of carpeting and there was actual vomit in between the pad and the FLOOR :barf:
I am also mentally exhausted. I took my son out today from around 1-4. We got his Voters Registration card application filled out, but because he doesn't have an ID, it'll take 10 business days to get it (no biggy, we were expecting 3 weeks anyhow), then we stopped at Goodwill to look for a shirt that would fit him. 3XL were just a tad too small :bang: I wandered down the road to where I thought the GED classes were held and (surprisingly) I had been right :) But he can't register without a photo ID :bang: And classes are from 9-noon Mon-Fri.. Then we stopped at Family Dollar to look for a shirt... nothing. Then I went to Sheetz for a drink and Walmart in the shirt quest and we found one. 3XL but cut a little differently. THEN I went to the Dollar Tree to buy him some socks and body spray. Came home and got lost watching those video's until my son kicked me off :lol:
At 9:30, I'm going to drive him to Exxon to speak with the manager. I'll drop him off and he can walk home. I'll give him an umbrella :evil:
I am pooped.
I've been "working" on my presentation for over an hour, what do I have done? The title. -.-
I procrastinate too much, hence the post you are currently reading.
I miss Dianeva.
Also, I have no clean clothes left.
The two are not related.
Oh yeah.. I'm also now ranting because I realized I forgot to give a hug and thanks to Singularity for the kind words :)
That was very sweet.
My shrink says I'm being a good mom by trying to find a solution that's best for my kids. I can't step up to the plate. I know that. He said some people would just ignore the kids and let them roam or kick them out etc.
I still feel crappy though. I always dreamed of being a mom when I was young. But a GREAT mom.
I blew it :crying:
My son heard me call myself a terrible mom earlier while on the phone (I was repeating what my youngest was going through with her sister) and he laughed and said: "Okay... I'll admit it. You ARE a terrible mom. But you're a great person and we all love you for it."
:lol:
But then he felt bad and he worried I'd get all depressed.
Nope... the time of depression has passed for the most part. Time to look for solutions.
I lost said argument, but I ended it by Grammar Nazi-ing him so I feel like i won ;_;Quote:
Originally Posted by Solarflare
Spoiler for Too long didn't read:
You know those times when you have completely conflicting emotions, yeah. I'm currently mixed with "kill myself, I hate everything, I feel so lonely" and "omg everything is beautiful i want to experience life so much"
I woke up and took a shower and got ready for school....An hour later I realized it was 1 AM. FML
Somewhere in southern California, my bank card is taking its own vacation. I presume it fell out at that truck stop near Blythe but who knows. Oh sure, I canceled it, and now I'm using my Chase card and earning points, but still, one of the worst non-life-threateningly things that can happen on a trip. Aaaggghhh!
And it is raining the whole rest of the week.
And yesterday I couldn't start the car because I was low on gas and parked on a hill and the fuel pump couldn't reach the fuel. I had to roll backwards with no power steering and turn into a neighbor's driveway and hope it would start. Thankfully it did.
Still....AAAAAGGGGGHHHH!!!
I miss everyone!
I miss Sindred xD Where'd that crazy man go anyway.
This semester the guy I'm sharing the kitchen and bathroom with has been away. It was wonderful. Now he has apparently decided to stay where he is for another semester, and his twin brother is in the process of moving into his room. I don't like his twin brother. Fuck.
If they are identical twins, you could just imagine it as some sort of Sci-Fi "invasion of the body-snatchers" tale. Roommate moves out, moves back in, personality is completely different. NO ONE BELIEVES YOU, you get driven mad, scripted story unfolds with a shocking twist.
:hug: everyone.
Link, I read it all and smiled at your warnings :) No advice though :?
I hope you're feeling better today Erii and that your trip gets better, Melanie.
Hahaha, Mancon. I hate when that happens!!
I'm ranting because I didn't fall asleep until nearly 8AM and I was awake completely by 1PM.
My son came in to wake me at noon and he started laughing.
The puppy has a love/hate thing for my alcoholic baby wipes. One day, she peed on the floor but I was on the phone, so I threw a few over it, hoping it would sop some of it up. The puppy smelled it and jumped back because of it. Then she started attacking it :cackle: I got off the phone early, took the wipes away from her because she was carrying them around at that point, then cleaned her mess.
Whenever it's time to go to sleep, I sit on my mattress then wipe off my feet first. The puppy then tries to lick them. :wtf:
Anyhow... the wipes are in a hard plastic container. I had it laying on the floor beside my mattress. When my son came to wake me, the puppy had somehow managed to open the container and she had a bunch of wipes strewn about and was attacking them.
Meesha is a strange one :lol:
When I woke, I went to KFC :D I thought I was home free now that my gallbladder has been removed. Nope. Still can't eat the stuff. My stomach hasn't been this angry in a long time. So I've been in the bathroom for the better part of the afternoon :bang:
I'm worried it's a tragedy and will end with my death... :cheeky:Quote:
Originally Posted by ThePreserver
Now I've imagine this person going on and on and on about your problem with how much they go on and on and on about your problems.Quote:
Originally Posted by Solarflare
Where do you live? I'll do it if you want me to.Quote:
Originally Posted by dave1701
Fucking happened to me this morning too. It happens a lot actually. Although I had some intense and fucked up dreams.Quote:
Originally Posted by Linkzelda41
Why do people keep doing this? I've heard this around 4 times in a couple of months.Quote:
Originally Posted by Mancon
I guess most people pay zero attention to the light levels or the birds singing etc.?
Or don't even look at a clock?
Are the identical? He's could just be fucking with you. They should be similar people at least, so I don't see how you can hate one of them lolQuote:
Originally Posted by khh
lol Khh. I hope it's not as bad as you fear!!
I'm a little bummed out because I went over to the neighbors house when I saw him outside raking. I wanted to make sure Snuffanuff hasn't been bothering him.
We ended up talking for about 30 minutes. He's an elderly gentleman and it saddened me when he mentioned when his wife got sick it was back in 2004. :wtf: Have I really not said 2 words to them in 8 years?!!! And the neighbor to his other side was his mother-in-law. She died in January. She was 103 and I don't recall even having met her.
My anti-socialness amazes and saddens me sometimes.
But Snuffanuff has been a good boy and the neighbor says he's been no bother at all :)
My husband had a medical audit today (and this entire week). He had one just 1 year ago. They keep imposing all sorts of regulations but keep dropping what Medicare pays (and in effect all other insurance). He used to see 24 patients for surgery but he's had to drop down to 17. Once he gets to 12-14, he'll no longer be making any profit. He's the only doctor in his practice and he's thinking about telling those people to go shove it. His anesthesiologist also has to get some health department issued CPR card or somesuch so the anesthesiologist is about to tell them to shove it too.
Hubby came home and went straight to bed without even calling me. I hate him being this bummed and stressed.
I haaaaate that. I had to train my bf upon pain of death not to do that. Ever. He works at a cement plant so "no call" could equal "he died" or it could equal "he didn't care". I told him if it was ever the second, I would make sure the first happened.Quote:
Originally Posted by Zhaylin
And that's how you train a dude :P
How's your stitches?
Hubby woke at midnight and we just finished talking.
He always signals me he's home because the perimeter alarms go off. One is inside the garage connected to his house. He placed it there because it was inside his big garage but the contractors knocked it over and he thought it was broken :lol: I told him to leave it where it is because I like knowing when he's home.
Once he's inside, he changes his Gmail status to "napping".
We have a good system going on :D
Stitches are healing very nicely. There's still a knot in 2 of them, but I read on-line that they should go away on their own. I see the Dr. on the 19th.
I've been feeling more energetic because I've been popping caffeine AND Green Tea with Hoodia. I'm only eating 1 meal a day and healthy snacks about 3 times. I'm wanting to go outside and find a slender tree, do a hand-stand against it, wrap my legs around it and start doing sit-ups :cackle:
If hubby wont buy me a pole, by golly I'll just have to find the next best thing... but it occurred to me 1) I shouldn't even try something like that just yet because of my surgery 2) Who am I kidding, I wouldn't even be ABLE to do something like that straight away :lol:
But I really hate warming into things :roll:
HAH. What, did you actually pole dance before?Quote:
Originally Posted by Zhaylin
Not a critical question, just like, wow. I would kill to be able to do sit-ups upside down on a tree!
Yeah, they are, but he's not fucking with me. I can tell them apart. And they are similar in a way, but one is a guy lacking in social skills where the other feels more like a narcissist.Quote:
Originally Posted by tommo