Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

heh- I dreamed my toilet was over-flowing against the bathtub and through the bottom of my bedroom door. I was highly annoyed and all the more so because the water was a dark blue from the toilet cleaner stuff we drop into the back of the tank. In the dream, it leaked because something at the floor needed tightening.
I hope you get you RL problem fixed soon. Ours always overflows when it's clogged. The plunger makes a bigger mess at first, but eventually, it works out whatever caused the blockage.

So yeah, I'm annoyed because I took ANOTHER nap. For 4 hours this time I dreamed A LOT about water- of driving into it, of unscrewing the wrong thing and causing a leak to spring up in a boat and everyone almost drowned etc etc. It's a typical stress symbol for me.

OldSparta... didn't know that about cucumbers. Thanks! In my experience, the pet eventually loses interest in the object. It usually takes a couple of weeks though- especially for babies. For biting people, I use "no" then immediately give them a chew toy.
I am SO happy this puppy is mostly house trained!

Dave, why don't you clean it?

Carrot, had my gallbladder removed on Friday night.

Ugh... I am way too hot. I need to open the window and hope the bees don't come inside...

Because she'll yell at me or at least give me dirty looks for moving her junk.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

What was omnis's username? I don't see him in there but there's some unidentified person named "canyouhearmeknockin"

oooooops, i'm late

yeah he was canyouhearmeknockin, sorry I forgot to mention that last night

did he ever get DV to work for him?

Link, if you don't need the lectures, just don't go. There's no "good" or "bad" boy to it. You're logical, so approach this situation with logic. Unless the phobia you speak of is a social phobia- then, forcing yourself to go to lectures might be beneficial because of the so-called benefits of "exposure".


Dave, Ooooh. My hubby's like that and I am as well, to a point. If it's my BEDROOM, stay the heck out. Don't move anything, don't clean anything, don't even THINK about getting into my stuff. But for public areas like the living room, bathroom, kitchen, I've always told my kids not to wait for someone else to clean it. If you notice a mess, take care of it, then it won't build up.

My rant is that I can never leave well enough alone. The bandage over my belly button became too annoying, so I removed MOST of the tape (leaving the gauze still in place). When the heck is 72 hours going to be up? 24, 48, 72... blah. And is it, I can't remove them for 72 hours after surgery or 72 hours after being discharged? I could probably make myself deal with it until tomorrow night. I don't think I could hold out any longer than that though Why do such "simple" things bother the heck out of me so much (like tags and seams in clothes)?!

Also, Snuffanuff got loose again. This time he pulled his chain out of the ground and dragged it behind him. I heard him at the other end of the house, called for him, then raced to my room ordering my eldest to take care of him. Now I'm trapped in my room until my son can tie him up some time tomorrow because Snuffanuff is an incurable jumper.

Oh yeah, thanks Aly. I've always thought "pain is pain is pain" so what works for one thing SHOULD work for another
As for sleep... I'm sick of sleeping. But I know I need to, so I'm not beating myself up too much about it. Tonight I'm even going to take my meds (Minipress and Clonazepam) and hopefully have more restful sleep. I've been sleeping a lot, but not incredibly well. I think it's left over stress from the surgery (me waking up choking after surgery and now dreaming about water and drowning every time I close my eyes- it's gotta be connected).

Blah...

Thanks Zhaylin, you really bring warmth in here. Even when I hate this world with a burning passion, you still maintain an optimistic mentality that even I can't hold on to for long. I'm glad I know people like you.

Wy uI did I dirnk som uch, I'm gona be so pissed at my slef tomorrow >_< , at least I' slowly mocinvfg from drnk to high....

I'll be there when you start vomiting in the bathroom, that's what friends are for

Who knows, I might have a shared dream helping you do that!

Oooh I can't wait to see what tonight has in store!

I know, I hope I rememreb my dreams. I'm abojut to crash, talk to lohyu tomorrow, LinK!

I love how you talk when you're drunk, Alyzarin.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Wy uI did I dirnk som uch, I'm gona be so pissed at my slef tomorrow >_< , at least I' slowly mocinvfg from drnk to high....

This is obviously too late, but thus far my experience has been that smoking some weed before you go to bed makes the next day much, much better. I really wish I had a steady supply. Or, you know, a supply at all.

Family is pissing me off so much right now.
Goddamned hypocrites....

Don't even know what goes on in their pathetic heads.
They just pick on me for getting angry at "one little thing" they do.
But it's not just that one thing, it's the fact that they do shit CONSTANTLY and it all fucking adds up and I just get pissed off!
You think I would get pissed off from them saying "I thought you weren't eating meat anymore!?"
No, I fucking get pissed off when they all say it like 20 fucking times every time they see me eating meat.
I said I was gonna stop eating so much meat coz I don't like how it makes me feel.
And obviously you can't just go vegetarian straight away.
They just keep fucking saying it.

Or someone says that I don't do anything all day while they're "working their ass off all day". OK. I fucking get it!!!!
They have said this like HUNDREDS OF FUCKING TIMES ALREADY!
I am trying to get a better job. So just FUCK OFF!
And I don't need to have a job to do something all day. I improve myself and my hobbies.
They expect me not to get pissed off eventually?

I seriously never start any arguments. It's ALWAYS someone else. But then they say
that I'm always yelling at people or annoying them etc.
I mostly avoid talking to anyone. But this family just has to fucking pick on EVERY. TRIVIAL. THING.

They just have nothing interesting to say and no substance to their pathetic lives so they pick up any piece of shit thing they can to criticise me about.

Then my mum says I need to step back and look at what I do coz I'm just deluding myself. But she never does the same thing. I mean, seriously, I'm cooking spaghetti with meat in the sauce for the family, and she says "I thought you were a vegetarian now?"
I tell her I'm cooking my own ravioli too, then she says "Why would you cook your own food when you're cooking spaghetti for us!??? That's ridiculous, it's so stupid!" Seriously?!?!?!?!?!??! IEGHHAHAHAHAHAHADSKHHAHAHAHHHAHAAAAAHA SDKBNE
FUCK YOU!
My god.... how fucking retarded and obvious can you be that you're just picking on fucking BULLSHIT!!!??!?

Not doing anything wrong?
Oh, I'll just make something up LOL!

Fucking hell....

Originally Posted by khh

This is obviously too late, but thus far my experience has been that smoking some weed before you go to bed makes the next day much, much better. I really wish I had a steady supply. Or, you know, a supply at all.

Yeah, I am feeling better than I assumed I would.

Originally Posted by tommo

long post

That really sucks, tommo. :/ I think it's sweet that you're willing to make two meals!

My rant:

There
are
NO
LIKES.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

My rant:

There
are
NO
LIKES.

http://www.dreamviews.org/showthread...=1#post1833713

It's only temporary.

Oh btw, I liked your comment.

Nevermind, I see what you mean now.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

It's only temporary.

Oh btw, I liked your comment.

Nevermind, I see what you mean now.

Yeah... yeah.... The withdrawals are setting in....

Alyzarin you are sober now? It must be such a torture for you to have the "like" button not working.

I know, it's killing me. Yeah, I'm sober now. It's morning here, I just woke up and now I'm eating a delicious pudding thing.

I woke up this morning and tried to brush my hair with scissors that I'd left on my dresser. I almost cut my bangs off. o___o

Originally Posted by Puffin

I woke up this morning and tried to brush my hair with scissors that I'd left on my dresser. I almost cut my bangs off. o___o

That's quite a mistake to make.

lol! Poor Puffin!!!

hugs Tommo. Family can be annoying like that :/ I hope they ease up on you.

My rant is that I took the dressing off of everything. Then I removed the bandaids I added so I could clean my stomach some more. The bandaids pulled off surgical tape but thankfully, it was just an extra piece... like a "t", to reinforce the original. The surgical tape has more dried blood, but not a lot. What's most annoying is the rash left behind by the tape.
I got out some q-tips and rubbing alcohol to get the excess tape and residual goo off and it worked amazingly well. I finally feel clean lol though I'm not brave enough to actually get into the shower yet. (I'd need to reapply dressing and TAPE to do so, so I think it will be sponge baths for me for the next 8 days *sigh*)
I still haven't crapped, but I'm a once a week kind of person anyhow, so I'm not concerned yet. But I'm so bloated I look 7 months pregnant.

Another rant is I keep getting errors when trying to get to DV.
And I'm still dreaming of drowning...

Just when I thought I had my whole schemata on how to use my time more efficiently for college of not going to lectures that are essentially the professor rambling on and on about things when I can go to the tutor for main concepts, I have a dream that basically tells me my morale is at a 1, which is really horrible.

Here I am trying to find a friend(s) of mine in the dreaming plane, and I get this dream that almost makes me panic. I find myself having more humanized dreams, but I didn't sleep early to recall this nonsense on my morale. I know my subconscious was trying to tell me something, but just let me find my friends first okay subconscious?

I'm not going to kill myself if that's what you're implying subconscious. It seems you've been giving me nothing but shit lately, I can't even get what I want from my dreams, it's always you giving me hidden truths riddled with nonsense. Why can't I have fun for once in my dreams? I didn't dream for you to give me bullcrap, I dreamed to meet people I could relate to, and hopefully find an entity that you think is suitable to be my DG or whatever...

This is getting really annoying, I don't want my Dream Journal to be filled with nonsense! It's not even worth typing them up, but I know I can't complain about this because I'll complain about not remembering my dreams, and I like having daily entries because it's something I don't really have to think too much about. I just accept whatever my mind portrays and just type type type.

Why can't I have romantic dreams, dreams with action, fighting, and just plain awesome? I've been trying to maintain a constant sleep schedule to where I get the same amount of sleep around the same time range of going to sleep, and when I do WBTBs, I just can't put intent into my mind, no matter how idealistic I am in believing that it will work.

WAH.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

lol! Poor Puffin!!!

hugs Tommo. Family can be annoying like that :/ I hope they ease up on you.

My rant is that I took the dressing off of everything. Then I removed the bandaids I added so I could clean my stomach some more. The bandaids pulled off surgical tape but thankfully, it was just an extra piece... like a "t", to reinforce the original. The surgical tape has more dried blood, but not a lot. What's most annoying is the rash left behind by the tape.
I got out some q-tips and rubbing alcohol to get the excess tape and residual goo off and it worked amazingly well. I finally feel clean lol though I'm not brave enough to actually get into the shower yet. (I'd need to reapply dressing and TAPE to do so, so I think it will be sponge baths for me for the next 8 days *sigh*)
I still haven't crapped, but I'm a once a week kind of person anyhow, so I'm not concerned yet. But I'm so bloated I look 7 months pregnant.

Another rant is I keep getting errors when trying to get to DV.
And I'm still dreaming of drowning...

I feel uneasy just looking at your post. Never like anything that shows how fragile a human's body is and how easy it is to get it cut up.

Link, you just need to take what your dreams give you! As wrong as this sounds here, you can't control your dreams. () You're going to dream what you're going to dream. I think you need to work on accepting that and be happy with what you get and even happier when you get what you want, not just happy only when you get what you want. Your subconscious is giving you hidden truths? Great! Unravel them! Then maybe it'll move on and you start giving you new content.

It's 4am, i've been up since 2 and i don't want to go back to bed knowing i have school in the morning. I'm also going swimming after school.. so uh.. i'm pretty fucked .__.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Link, you just need to take what your dreams give you! As wrong as this sounds here, you can't control your dreams. () You're going to dream what you're going to dream. I think you need to work on accepting that and be happy with what you get and even happier when you get what you want, not just happy only when you get what you want. Your subconscious is giving you hidden truths? Great! Unravel them! Then maybe it'll move on and you start giving you new content.

The problem is, when I try to unravel them, a prominent dream sign are Guards. They prevent me from trying to understand what my dreams really mean symbolically. And when I do infiltrate non-lucidly, the guards are either invincible no matter how hard I try, or I basically reset to a certain point in the dream again.

I've been keeping up a pretty decent journal since I've came on this forum, and it's been mostly (these past months) guards guards guards guards resets resets infiltration...and even in my last LUCID that was a DEILD/WILD, I entered a random house, but the alarm system went on.

No matter how hard I try to unravel these BS truths, something is always up! And if I just sit there can do NOTHING, it's only manifesting more hidden truths that I can't even explore and solve! :/

I can do nothing but just speculate and just hate my subconscious' vague way of allowing me to find something by letting it give me these dreams.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

I've been keeping up a pretty decent journal since I've came on this forum, and it's been mostly (these past months) guards guards guards guards resets resets infiltration...and even in my last LUCID that was a DEILD/WILD, I entered a random house, but the alarm system went on.

What were the guards doing in your dream?

I mentioned once back in the past that I always have toilet dreams, and toilet dreams never turned out pleasant. Someone is either looking at me, the door can't be closed properly, the wall is shorter than me, there are no doors at all! I was even running around naked in a toilet once. God am I irritated by those toilet dreams so I might know how you're feeling.