Thread: Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Thanks Meeps, I don't have many qualms with my father, we're fine, it's just that I tend to get mad for no reason about him. He's really a good father, I just take that for granted.

Thanks again Meeps

Feel better Erii. (HUG)

No weak-sauce for you, Preserver!

Link, A&M is a great school! I had those same offers, and I never even went to college. I still managed to get great jobs, just on my skills. It'll turn out fine.

I've also heard of A&M which says a lot because I'm on a different continent.

I love my parents and they're great but they sometimes drive me crazy as well.. Especially my mom. We're good now so I won't do a rant but you can expect those in the future.

I'm so high and so horny. (Yes, this is a complaint.) Frickin' weed.

*sinks back into the darkness*

You should drive over to see DreamBliss. He's a tantric sex god

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

I'm so high and so horny. (Yes, this is a complaint.) Frickin' weed.

*sinks back into the darkness*

You can sink into the darkness with me, it's a chilly and cloudy day here in College Station.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

You can sink into the darkness with me, it's a chilly and cloudy day here in College Station.

Ohhhhhh Link and Aly are sitting in a tree. K I S S I N G.

Erii. Take care of your toe. I hope it gets better soon.

Sounds like an interesting sauce Preserver!

Link. He's the parent. He should have made more of an effort to get to really know you. It wasn't your responsibility back then. But if you want to make things better, you could always take that first step now if he's unable.

Meeps. What a sweet sight

My day went well. I felt my sons head and he had a temp of at least 101 and he was annoyed with me for telling the staff, but he has bronchitis so they need to be aware of that sort of thing (and my hand is RARELY ever wrong). My youngest daughter is in an uproar because her place is about to make everyone wear uniforms at all times- dress shoes and all.
My oldest daughter (the one I spend the entire day with) didn't have any emotional breakdowns though she had every right after I inserted my foot into my mouth by saying I didn't want the youngest going in to Foster care because she's my baby. Really? What was my brain thinking. Nothing, and crap came out of my mouth. I explained how I over compensated in my comment because the State may do just that and I might let them but Zee doesn't need to know anything about any of this and just focus on getting better.

We then talked about home made tattoos and she told me I could use the ink from G2 Gel Ink Pens. I'm curious how well it would work with "scratch" tattoos, but Google hasn't revealed much yet. I'll have to do a skin test before proceeding anyhow. Which means I'll have short, pretty colored lines somewhere (?)- one for each color to be used; each given at a different time; each taking about 2 days to test for a bad reaction. Soooooooo slowwwwwww.

And now that my finger has healed, it's itching me to death again, so I have to cut it open again. How can such a teensy spot drive me so crazy. I feel like some superstitious ancient person doing things that make no sense because it *seems* to work. I make a tiny "X" over the itchy spot and whenever it itches I "bleed" it and it feels better.

I am soooooo stinking sleepy even though I did manage to get 4 hours of heavy sleep right before I had to leave.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

You can sink into the darkness with me, it's a chilly and cloudy day here in College Station.

It is here too, isn't it great?

Originally Posted by Meeps

Ohhhhhh Link and Aly are sitting in a tree. K I S S I N G.

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I'm finally a little less high lol. Time to take another hit! (The horniness was a little awkward before, but I'm about to be home alone. )

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

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I'm finally a little less high lol. Time to take another hit! (The horniness was a little awkward before, but I'm about to be home alone. )

The hell are you on? lol

I woke up early today. :]

Then I fell asleep on the couch and woke up around 3:30 PM. :[

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

You can sink into the darkness with me, it's a chilly and cloudy day here in College Station.

Originally Posted by Meeps

Ohhhhhh Link and Aly are sitting in a tree. K I S S I N G.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

It is here too, isn't it great?



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I'm finally a little less high lol. Time to take another hit! (The horniness was a little awkward before, but I'm about to be home alone. )

You forgot to look up (^.^);;

and look down (V.V);;

the weed monster might be after you!!!

Seriously one of the most fucked up nights ever.

Finished work late, ended up leaving for the party that I thought was last week, just before 10pm. Got there at 11:30 coz I got lost multiple times.

There was only like 7 people there. I got smashed straight away. Downed two ciders and a shot of vodka in about 15 minutes.

The two girls there left at about 12. Then sometime later (I really have no idea when, they just sort of disappeared) two of the guys left. So it was me, one other guy and the girl who's party it was.

During the night I'd walked in on the guy and the girl, once in her bedroom, they were just standing there and talking or whatever, maybe touching I dunno, and the same thing in the bathroom. They just dispersed quickly so I knew they were doing *something*.

I asked the guy a little bit after that whether they were doing "something" in there and he said "maybe".

After a while they were pushing to go to sleep. I said, "It's okay, you two can go I don't mind". But the girl kept trying to get me to go to sleep where they were.
I'm not sure why she was trying to get me to be there as well, because I was pretty sure they wanted to get it on.

So I'm sitting out there on a seat just smoking and looking at the stars. And I just hear rustling of the sleeping bags, and what sounded like muffled moans. I think they were just kissing and stuff, but at the time I thought they were having sex.

Then after like 30 minutes or something, the girl walks past and goes to her room. I went to get my motorbike jacket to keep me warm, coz there's no fucking way I was going to go sleep in those sleeping bags, after that. It was in her room and she sort of got excited momentarily when I came in, but then I think she realised it was me. lol

About 5 minutes later the guy walks past and in to her room. Then I hear unmistakable sexual grunts and moans. It was one of the most fucking awkward things I've ever experienced. It went on for like 20 minutes. All the while I'm just trying to go to sleep, but have these images of them in my head.

Seriously fuck that.

And then in the morning, well, like, a few hours ago lol, the girls dad let the dog in to the yard, he was locked up all night, it's obvious they don't like the dog. He was swearing at it just coz it licked his leg. But I was just patting it and it was SO friendly and happy. It was like it had never been patted before. But its hair was all matted and I don't think it had been washed in easily over 5 years. It couldn't move properly or anything, that's how matted it was.

I fucking hate that girl now. I'm going to tell her to shave the dogs and give it a good wash or I'm calling the RSPCA.

Oh and I've also only had like 2 hours sleep, coz those assholes kept me up. And I have to work soon so I'm going to try to get a few more hours sleep.

So, my son had a big thing down at UT today, for scouts, Merit Badge University, where they spend the entire day learning the requirements for various merit badges in a classroom setting. His last class of the day was a 4-hour class, and it's required for the Eagle rank.

So what did he do? He left an hour early, complaining that he was bored in the class and couldn't take it.

I'm actually glad he's spending the night with a friend. I'm not mad...but annoyed. This is kind-of the second time this has happened. His first time at the Merit Badge University he couldn't find a class and wandered around UT for two hours.

Originally Posted by OldSparta

The hell are you on? lol

I'm just really high lol. That yogurt was better than meth. I'm still chewing on the spoon. That last hit I took was much bigger than expected. @_@

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

You forgot to look up (^.^);;

and look down (V.V);;

the weed monster might be after you!!!

If he is I'm screwed because I'm locked to this couch.

Originally Posted by tommo

stufffff

That really sucks lol. I hope they start treating that poor dog right. :<

Originally Posted by tommo

Damn dude, that's some freaky shit....

Damn, I would be traumatized after hearing those moans as well, like what the hell, it's like they weren't even considerate of your presence. That's messed up.

But at least you warned them about not taking care of the dog, I was just imagining how it would feel like to pet such an innocent and mistreated dog. You're a good person Tommo, it sucks you had to deal with that and to see something so fragile be treated as nothing, hope things go well for you at work, and I REALLY HATE how when I experience something, and I can't get it out of my head either!

I was reading a horror story online, and when you scrolled down, it would show a quick animation of something really freaking scary. I even tempt myself to look at it again to see if my body can tolerate the fear, but I can't, it's just stuck in my mind...I'm even afraid to dream now because my mind might create that same image of a lady with blood dripping down her face.

But your situation is even worse, damn man, you'll pull through though.

I'm just really high lol. That yogurt was better than meth. I'm still chewing on the spoon. That last hit I took was much bigger than expected. @_@

LOL, I thought me chewing on water bottle caps was crazy, but dang woman, you took the cake and ATE it.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

LOL, I thought me chewing on water bottle caps was crazy, but dang woman, you took the cake and ATE it.

I used to chew on my phone a lot when I was on ecstasy. Ahhh, why I did I decide to put on an episode of How I Met Your Mother about burgers? I may need to go get a burger soon....

Tommo That sounds rotten.
But are you sure they weren't hinting around that you were free to join them?
I'd be pissed off about the dog too!

Well, I scratched the first bit of ink. I chose red because it's likely the color I would use the most. Ugh... working with straight ink sucks. I rubbed it into the scratch as I do ashes, so I had a big red circle of ink. I was able to scrub most of it off. But my fingertip is bright red and it's not coming off for anything lol. If the color takes well, I'm going to have to find a better way to use it. I need a syringe (needle type). If I rub it with a q-tip or something, perhaps the ink will stay more localized.

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Tommo That sounds rotten.
But are you sure they weren't hinting around that you were free to join them?

From the story it sounded like that to me too.

Dude what happened to Labyrint?

Yeah tommo, I gotta say, that's kind of what I was thinking too lol.

Originally Posted by OpheliaBlue

Dude what happened to Labyrint?

I've been wondering that as well. :T I left a message on his profile the other day but no response yet.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Yeah tommo, I gotta say, that's kind of what I was thinking too lol.



I've been wondering that as well. :T I left a message on his profile the other day but no response yet.

daaaaaaaaaaaamn.. man I hope he didn't kick it

Originally Posted by Zhaylin

Tommo That sounds rotten.
But are you sure they weren't hinting around that you were free to join them?
I'd be pissed off about the dog too!

Well, I scratched the first bit of ink. I chose red because it's likely the color I would use the most. Ugh... working with straight ink sucks. I rubbed it into the scratch as I do ashes, so I had a big red circle of ink. I was able to scrub most of it off. But my fingertip is bright red and it's not coming off for anything lol. If the color takes well, I'm going to have to find a better way to use it. I need a syringe (needle type). If I rub it with a q-tip or something, perhaps the ink will stay more localized.

Originally Posted by Dianeva

From the story it sounded like that to me too.

Originally Posted by Alyzarin

Yeah tommo, I gotta say, that's kind of what I was thinking too lol.

Haha, um, yeha I kinda only thought of that too as I was writing that post out lol
However I'm not exactly sure that they were asking me to join in, and if they were, I wouldn't do it anyway.
I don't want my balls slapping another guys balls!

Also Zhaylin, can't you find a cheap rookie tattooist or something? Or is it just more satisfying to do it yourself?
Just wondering if it might get infected or something.

Originally Posted by Linkzelda41

Damn, I would be traumatized after hearing those moans as well, like what the hell, it's like they weren't even considerate of your presence. That's messed up.

But at least you warned them about not taking care of the dog, I was just imagining how it would feel like to pet such an innocent and mistreated dog. You're a good person Tommo, it sucks you had to deal with that and to see something so fragile be treated as nothing, hope things go well for you at work, and I REALLY HATE how when I experience something, and I can't get it out of my head either!

I was reading a horror story online, and when you scrolled down, it would show a quick animation of something really freaking scary. I even tempt myself to look at it again to see if my body can tolerate the fear, but I can't, it's just stuck in my mind...I'm even afraid to dream now because my mind might create that same image of a lady with blood dripping down her face.

But your situation is even worse, damn man, you'll pull through though.




LOL, I thought me chewing on water bottle caps was crazy, but dang woman, you took the cake and ATE it.

That picture is so sad man
And I'm sure the images will fade soon, for both of us!
I gotta say man, you have a really interesting way of describing things. In a good way.

Originally Posted by tommo

I don't want my balls slapping another guys balls!

Well you're no fun.