Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain

Ya' know what? I've got a rant that might go over badly, but SO WHAT?! It's a RANT, so I'll just say it.

I get really annoyed and jealous as I'll get out whenever I find out that someone is naturally a lucid dreamer. I mean, SERIOUSLY?!? You just 'HAVE' them, you don't have to work for months and months to get it right, you didn't have to find out about the concept and research it, you just GOT them, you lazy [censored].
Gaah! It TICKS ME OFF! I have so many great ideas and plans and plots and places to integrate into lucid dreams, AND I have more will-power and imagination than 98% of the people I've met in my life, and here I am not even getting a hint of connection or a glimmer of hope for lucidity while THOSE no-good [censored][censored],[censored],[censored], and luckier-than-[censored] sleep freaks dance like bloodied unicorns on their battlefields of glory and dominance.
GGGAAAAAAHHHHRRRRHHGGGLGLLLMMMMRRRRGGGAAAAAAAAAAAA HHHHHGHNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

>pant< >pant< >pant<
>deep breath<

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Okay, I'm done now. :)

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Originally Posted by Signet

Ya' know what? I've got a rant that might go over badly, but SO WHAT?! It's a RANT, so I'll just say it.

I get really annoyed and jealous as I'll get out whenever I find out that someone is naturally a lucid dreamer. I mean, SERIOUSLY?!? You just 'HAVE' them, you don't have to work for months and months to get it right, you didn't have to find out about the concept and research it, you just GOT them, you lazy [censored].
Gaah! It TICKS ME OFF! I have so many great ideas and plans and plots and places to integrate into lucid dreams, AND I have more will-power and imagination than 98% of the people I've met in my life, and here I am not even getting a hint of connection or a glimmer of hope for lucidity while THOSE no-good [censored][censored],[censored],[censored], and luckier-than-[censored] sleep freaks dance like bloodied unicorns on their battlefields of glory and dominance.
GGGAAAAAAHHHHRRRRHHGGGLGLLLMMMMRRRRGGGAAAAAAAAAAAA HHHHHGHNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

>pant< >pant< >pant<
>deep breath<

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Okay, I'm done now. :)

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Ha I know, whenever someone starts a thread on the newbie section and says like "hi guyz, i just have lucidz like every night without even tryin, is this normal?". It sounds like there like "haha you guys have to try so hard and I don't, u mad?".

Although seriously, I have had lucids when I was younger without trying much.

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Originally Posted by LucidDreamGod

Although seriously, I have had lucids when I was younger without trying much.

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Well, I still hold a little envy to you, but I'm happy for you, mainly. Have a good one sometime for me, would 'ya?

when someone says they will talk to you in the morning







and they never do.










http://forum.ntreev.net/trickster/cf...2D00_550x0.jpg

Currently on a netbook in the middle of nowhere with a very weak wireless connection. It takes roughly a full minute to load a page of any forum.

It's paaaainful.

EDIT: Okay, now they pretty much don't load up at all.

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Originally Posted by LucidDreamGod

I didn't mean to sound offensive btw, I'm sorry I came off that way, was tired and defensive. And it doesn't all hang off, this is upper shaft skin we are talking about. Inner skin is any skin that is on the inside of the fold of the foreskin. And yes I meant to say 4 inches of stretched skin.

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Lol np. I don't get offended often. We cool bruh

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Originally Posted by Signet

Ya' know what? I've got a rant that might go over badly, but SO WHAT?! It's a RANT, so I'll just say it.

I get really annoyed and jealous as I'll get out whenever I find out that someone is naturally a lucid dreamer. I mean, SERIOUSLY?!? You just 'HAVE' them, you don't have to work for months and months to get it right, you didn't have to find out about the concept and research it, you just GOT them, you lazy [censored].
Gaah! It TICKS ME OFF! I have so many great ideas and plans and plots and places to integrate into lucid dreams, AND I have more will-power and imagination than 98% of the people I've met in my life, and here I am not even getting a hint of connection or a glimmer of hope for lucidity while THOSE no-good [censored][censored],[censored],[censored], and luckier-than-[censored] sleep freaks dance like bloodied unicorns on their battlefields of glory and dominance.
GGGAAAAAAHHHHRRRRHHGGGLGLLLMMMMRRRRGGGAAAAAAAAAAAA HHHHHGHNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!

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Me too. But I've also notices a strong correlation between natural lucid dreamers and boredom of lucid dreams.
Because they haven't had the need to try hard, or they had them without really feeling a need to, they just get bored of lucid dreams.
I'm sure there's a few who realise how good it could be and use the LD's well, but most that come on these forums aren't like that.

Oh and also, the first time you get lucid....

im mad at my router. its slow and makes the internet fail to load 360p youtube without buffering
whats the point of buying a new computer if i cant load 1080p video anyways due to low internet speeds
boo

also, why is do a jew day on a monday? what if i have a midterm that day? couldn't they have done it on a weekend?

I got up at 8:30, on a weekend.

http://s1.static.gotsmile.net/images...0497604469.jpg

My eyes are stinging and my mind is.. fuzzed out.

I'm also sick of my brother asking every weekend if i'm going out clubbing. No, i'm not. "I better not see you up town tonight." Do I fucking look 18? I mean maybe if i'm dressing like a skank -which I don't do- but c'mon I tried to buy a 15 movie at christmas without id and the women were standing like "hmm.. is she? Isn't she?"

He doesn't even now how old I am. "Get a job, you're gonna be 17 this year. Last year at school for you." Uh, no it's not. I'm going to be 16, get my age right.

My feet are killing me. Why are shoes so shitty. I usually just wear trainers, but decided to wear a dress on friday so I wore flats (pumps). I got blisters on my toes. I wear a dress yesterday. Couldn't wear trainers, couldn't wear flats. I know, I lasted a whole day in my heels once, i'll wear them! I go shopping and now my feet are killing me, again. I just can't win.

I have a week of school left. And then 6 weeks off. How is it that America gets like 3 months or something?! Gah. I hate school. I get bored, there are scores of chavs and bitches who think they're amazing, and I need to get up early in the morning.

Brother, just go back south. I can only take so much of you at the one time. You were here last weekend. That was enough. You can leave now. Stop blaring shitty pop and rap music into my ears and moaning about the lack of cereal. No, I didn't make you dinner. You can fucking make your own. You don't like fried tuna anyway. Go order a pizza or something. And also stop bringing your mates round expecting me to cook for them too. They can make their own aswell. I am not your maid. Stop expecting me to clean the house and the shit you make without your own help. Please stop walking around with a hangover moaning. If you hate it, don't go out drinking every night. Funny how I can drink and not get a hangover, you know it's cause I drink water inbetween drinks. You should try it sometime.

I have a sore stomach.

lol Raspberry. You have a way with words.
:hug:
I hope your brother leaves you with peace soon!

I am raging over my fatigue. I have almost lost all concept of time.
My daughter and her friend have/had a stomach bug. It looks like a 24 hour bug. I really hope I don't get it.

I also bought an e-cig several months ago. Well, I spent $5.00 for S&H so I could enjoy a free trial. I moved from the Farm about that time, so the package was lost in the mail. THEN my credit card started having all its trouble accepting my zip code. The company called and asked how I should be billed. I told them I had never received it. She looked at her notes and confirmed it was left at a Post Office too long and was on its way back to them. I canceled my order.
Yesterday, the Post Office tracked down my hubby and he signed for a package for me. :roll: That same box found its way to me after all. I figured, after all that trouble, I should at least try it.
The e-cig sucks. It has no taste. My $60. tasted better as do the disposables that I buy. This thing is over $100.
So now I have to re-box it and send it back next week.
Blah. lol

my air conditioner went out on Friday
repair man won't be here till Monday
electricity went out at 4:30ish this morning, so all the fans i bought from walmart shut off and i woke up stewing in ball soup


...none of these which I have so mentioned makes me as angry as my repeatedly telling of the roomate to change the ice back over to water in my refrigerator when he's done filling a cup

I will undoubtedly murder him in the near future; he's my cousin and best friend in the word, so I'll probably feel really bad about it afterwords.

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Do I fucking look 18? I mean maybe if i'm dressing like a skank -which I don't do-

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Prove it

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Originally Posted by greenhavoc

Prove it

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I pretty much live in jeans, t-shirts and trainers. Not exactly skanky now is it?

I mean i'm wearing a dress now, but it's a floral A-line which comes to mid-thigh, and i'm wearing black tights anyway.

words of which none offer any proof
so until you post a photo of yourself proving to us all beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are indeed of the none slutish variety, you will remain blemished in my eyes.
Also, LIAR!!! :P

So you want a 15 year old girl to post a full bodied picture of herself onto the internet where anyone can access it to someone she doesn't know, and doesn't know the age of, to prove she isn't a slutty looking whore.

No thanks. I'm sure I can survive knowing you think a little less of me ;)

I didn't know you were 15.
But a smile can say plenty about a person without having to see the rest of their body to form an honest opinion.
Your mind took you there, not mine.
/assumptions

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Originally Posted by greenhavoc

I didn't know you were 15.
But a smile can say plenty about a person without having to see the rest of their body to form an honest opinion.
Your mind took you there, not mine.
/assumptions

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Then you just need to see my profile picture.

greenhavoc it's getting a little internet stalker like in here.
On another note, you look nothing like I thought you would Rasp lol

I did, it's in black and white and very small.
What say you now?

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Originally Posted by tommo

greenhavoc it's getting a little internet stalker like in here.
On another note, you look nothing like I thought you would Rasp lol

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Then stop doing it, hero.

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Originally Posted by tommo

greenhavoc it's getting a little internet stalker like in here.
On another note, you look nothing like I thought you would Rasp lol

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What did you think I would look like? lol

Anyway that's me in my profile pic. I'm not putting anything else up, at least not now anyway. I set it so only members can see but when it comes to actual photos in posts I guess you need to be careful. At least I can change my profile if I want to.

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Originally Posted by tommo

greenhavoc it's getting a little internet stalker like in here.
On another note, you look nothing like I thought you would Rasp lol

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Woah! No kidding, there.
No offense, Raz, but you're a lot better-looking than I expected.;)
Cheers to you!

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Originally Posted by greenhavoc

Then stop doing it, hero.

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Doing what? I'm not the one asking for pictures.

Raspberry - Haha I dunno really, a bit chubbier (not fat) and.... Scottish.... like :lol: Can't really remember it now coz now I actually know what you look like lol
Dunno can't really explain it well. I just come up with images in my head of some people when I'm reading their posts.

My image of Seroquel was pretty close which was a bit surprising.

Yeah tommo I get you. To me you kinda look like a cowboy even though you're Australian :lol:

Thanks Signet :)

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Originally Posted by Signet

Woah! No kidding, there.

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Don't judge me.
You don't even fucking know me, champ.

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Originally Posted by Raspberry

Yeah tommo I get you. To me you kinda look like a cowboy even though you're Australian :lol:

Thanks Signet :)

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Haha! A cowboy!? :lol: I was gonna post a picture the other day, glad I didn't.

greenhavoc. Just chill man. Everyone's a stalker, even if they don't admit it. It's why facebook is the most successful thing probably ever.

Thanks, later yall.