Hi im new and this is my first post. I joined the board in november 2004.
I read a lot of the techniques, and took loads of handwritten notes, because when i write stuff it gets drilled into my head like at college. After trying the techniques for a few weeks i wasnt getting anyway, and i sort of gave up. I tried again at the beginning of january but still got no results, and i tried the brainwave generator preset aswel.

Last night i was about to give up, and i thought "right im not gonna try any of the theories tonight im just gonna sleep" and then i fell asleep. I had about 2 dreams that i have forgotten, and i was woken up by my mum because she wanted to know when i was off to college. After i fell back asleep, i was dreaming that i was at my friends house, and his mum was cleaning the bathroom, and then i went into his kitchen (which was suprisingly on the wrong side of the house, leading into the street rather than the back garden) and my girlfreind was there. I was looking around and i thought "hey this is a dream" and i looked at the cupboards etc and i thought yeah im dreaming, and i hugged my girlfreind and said "y'know that dreaming thing i tried to tell you about, well its happening now:O" (despite her being a dream charactor and not a real girl) and then i started kicking stuff down his stairs and messing up his house for fun, not sure why. i think i might not have been fully lucid because i wasnt really thinking properly, i was kinda like being drunk. I went into the street and some kids called me a mosher but then they shut up cos i got mad, and my friends mum came out of the house shouting, and i punched myself in the arm to see if it hurt, and to make myself wake up. It didnt hurt, but i could feel it. then i just woke up by willing myself to.

funny ol' world init, i got up and wrote it down cos i was forgetting.