Waking Up

I don't feel like I go to sleep anymore. I just close my eyes and wake up somewhere else.

I have been dreaming lucidly with varying effectiveness for many years now, and have never experienced anything like this last year of dreaming. I have been having a series of dreams, and every time i go back to sleep, i pick up where i left off within the 'story' and am quite often different characters within it. This series of missions and tasks and many explorations and searching of places I have never been has taken nearly all of the pleasure out of what I now perceive as a flimsy and weak reality; what most of you would call the Waking World.

Last night, I had all of the dreams in sequence, or at least in a sequence that made sense (not chronologically, but creatively placed in some order). There seemed to be more people coming and talking to me than I usually experience in my lucid dreams. I can consciously recall every moment of years worth of dream time contained in this one period of bodily rest.

My biggest question is regarding my 'name'. Everyone in my dream has been calling me by a name I don't know... well, not here anyway... in the dreaming world I know it, because it's ME. But it is most certainly not anything I'm known by here...

Has anyone else experienced this? I awakened this morning, and could not remember for quite a while who or where I was...

I look forward to meeting all of you.

With love,
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