For a couple years now I haven't had a dream. Even if I don't try to dream, dreams never come. I am very relaxed when I sleep and I just found out of lucid dreaming and would like to be able to do it. I know it may not be easy but, I have had a couple lucid dreams. I was able to control it, for the whole night in till my alarm woke me up. Though when I was controlling the would be only about 15 seconds then it would move on to the next scene, and would keep on going till I would be awoken. I remember that my first lucid was right after I was playing "Clue" the computer version with every one killing each other and I can still see it vibrantly in my mind. I could run away but then I would walk into the next room someone dies.... the next room someone dies.... I could only control my physical movements and I could not talk or hear. My second and last dream and last lucid dream was when I had a sex fantasy with one of the girls in my class. She only came over once couple times for a science project, and on the last day she every came to my house I had a lucid dream that night. This time I could not only control my physical action but also could speak and hear in a couple scenes that would only last a couple of seconds only a little more in other scenes. I could actually feel physically inside and outside. I would like to apply lucid dreaming to my everyday life in tennis now. In general I miss dreaming and would like to learn how to dream almost consistently and lucid dreaming,I know it may be very hard but I would like to be willing to try. |
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