Hey Im Barbara im very new with lucid dreaming,,

i always forget my dreams,

i just have 2 that happened to me when i was about 10 and after since i have never been able to anymore,,,,at least i think they were lucid dreams
i remember the 2 of them were dreams in my house,, i dreamed that when i was lieing in my bed a statue that in real life broke its head was walking up the stairs..
and another time i also dreamt that behind my coniferious trees in the garden i saw a very scary face.... those 2 dreams have been so scary to me as about the age of a 10 year old that i still remember them now,,,is it possible that those dreams have stopped for me to control my lucid dreaming??
because ever since i havent ,,i didnt even know that was a lucid dream it seemed like reality,,,,

when i dream now i can think when im dreaming but i dont see pictures i just see black.
do you actuallysee the same way you see in real life when you lucid dream?
because i can be awake wile dreaming and realise i am but i dont see nothing only black .

what can i do to make my dreams way more realistic?and see things like in real life again??

please help me i really want to lucid dream well and deal with those 2 bad dreams ,,