i am really not kidding around i ve been having the same dream for about 2 years some times i have control sometimes i don t .

basicly its a dirty dream i am jerking off on a girl then she smiles and then!! i slap her and she hits the ground or i wait for her to smile , i smile back and shot her with a gun. believe me when i am not saying this to shock u . this is really messing up my head.

i am a normal type of guy middle 20s had about 30ish partners
its not like i don t want a long term gf . i am ready to settle down but my dreams scare me .......