Okay, most of you who have read my posts before know I do no like the idea of SP. That being said, I will describe last night's experiences in as much detail as I can.

(This all occured during REM)

I went to bed as normal. I always wake up during REM, so I planned on doing FILD then. When I woke up, I needed to go to the bathroom, and reluctantly went, knowing it was disrupting my sleepiness. After again trying FILD, I really felt like LDing was not going to give me the rest that I wanted... So I tried to go back to sleep. When I couldn't, I tried FILD again. I tried to sleep again. I kept on doing reality checks and the like. Finally I just plugged in a humidifier (I was recovering from a cold) and turned on my podcasts before trying to go to sleep AGAIN.

This is where it gets interesting. I was listening to the conversations going on on my iPod (Trying to fall asleep with my eyes closed) when I literally thought I was in another place in my room doing the same thing. I was drawing on a small whiteboard that was on my wall, and listening to the cast word by word. After about 1 second of this, I felt my tinnitus sound like a knife in my ear, and my eyes were closed (as they were when I was trying to go to sleep) and my humidifier sounded like an gurgling, idling engine... I was more or less vibrating, but not in an "orgasmic" way. I thought to myself "Great, SP..." but I did not freak out... I do not remember how fast my heart was going, though. I just prepared for HI and other weird things. I remembered the actual induction tech, so I tried to go into a Dreamland... I was pushing and making progress, but it didn't seem like I was ever going to break through with my Tinnitus screaming at my efforts. I gave up, and saw dull white flashes in my eyelids, and I was nervous.

I then woke up. I immediately felt like it didn't just happen, it was just a dream, somehow it was fake... It happened a year ago...

So I tried to go to sleep again. (My cast was still on)

This time it was a lot wilder:

I woke up seeing my wall (Which is correct), hearing my Tinnitus ringing loud as ever and the vibration. "Not, again, please..., Im just so tired, please, let me sleep..." this time, I felt pushing at my side, rolling up and down, up and down, and then I was pulled out... I was "dreaming?" I was in a rollercoaster, but I may have built that to try and control the SP motion... anyway, I tossed up and down, sometimes in a 3d persom view. This is where it gets weirder... I could move my actual body even though I was in my dream, my lips were veeery tingly when I touched them and I gently set my hand down. Then my spirit was back in my room again and I floated back into my body like a flickering lightbulb.

Um, anyone make sense of this? Thanks!