Call for Self Discipline

**damnpamn** · 06-15-2007 07:23 PM

I have come to the conclusion that what I am looking for from this site is self discipline in my lucid dreams. I have had several emails with LucidDreamGod about this subject with both suggestions that I have rejected and taken to heart. I am open to any suggestions though.
My basic problem is I am having a perfectly good lucid dream and I have a thought that throws a monkey wrench into the whole thing. Sometimes I can fix it and sometimes I can't. It's kind of like the Star Trek episode "Shore Leave" if anybody is familiar with that. I need self discipline in real life also if that is related.

**Mes Tarrant** · 06-15-2007 07:40 PM

Hmmm... could you give more details?

**damnpamn** · 06-15-2007 08:09 PM

The other night I was having a grand old time dancing on the walls and ceilings of a huge house. When I was on the ceiling I stupidly thought I think I'll take off my shoes(they were magic elf shoes that I created so that I could dance on the ceiling) I fell about 3 stories and landed on my head and hurt my knee. The shoes were still on the ceiling. I was so mad that I woke myself up.
another example: I'm driving in a cute little volkswagon and I think wouldn't it be funny if I drove into some quicksand. Of course I did and the car sank and I was still in it so I buried my self alive.(that one really sucked)
I want to quit sabotaging my own dreams. I hope these are the kind of details you wanted. If not I'll try again.

**KuRoSaKi** · 06-15-2007 08:19 PM

Hahaha why would you even think about doing things like that? Hahaha. Personally sabotaging your own dream lol. Well I don't really know how you could discipline yourself as it is not a real life person who needs disciplining it is your dream self that need's disciplining.

Are you Lucid and very Aware at what is happening?

**Mes Tarrant** · 06-15-2007 09:01 PM

Hehehehe. Those are funny dreams. I think we all do stupid stuff like that though... were you lucid in any of these?

**damnpamn** · 06-15-2007 09:12 PM

I was lucid in both. Both times I made a conscious decision to make those things happen. Actually it is not a decision, once a thought happens good or bad then it comes to life. I sabotage myself all the time that way. All I had to do to fix the elf shoe dream was to make more elf shoes or better yet just fly up and get them but I got mad at myself and woke myself up instead and ruined a perfectly fun dream. I want to stop doing that to myself.