I'm frustrated. LOL

There's this thing that's been happening that just drives me nuts! So, there I am, dreaming normally, when I know I'm dreaming. Only not in the sense of actually having a clue or anything. Now how weird is that?

Let me try to explain. So some nights back I was dreaming and there was a part where I was talking to my mom on the phone and I just thought it was amazing how her voice, in a dream, sounded just lilke in real life. I even listened more intently to try and find any difference, but couldn't. So I knew I was dreaming, but wasn't really aware of it. Does that make sense? The dream just moved on as usually, me being none the wiser.

It was like tonight. I was dreaming and there was this part when I realised I was missing a bag I had before. I just thought it was ok, cause I was dreaming and if the bag were needed, it would just show up out of nowhere. And again, at some level, I knew I was dreaming, but wasn't really aware of the fact.

Later in the night I had another dream where I was going up this spiral stone staircase on a medieval castle and again I had this random thought, "I'm dreaming". But there I actually knew. It suddenly hit me the true meaning of it and I just stopped and said to myself: "wait a minute. I AM dreaming". Which was kind of cool.

Only I thought I had to finish what I was doing in the dream. And I thought it was ok, if only I could remember all the time that I was dreaming. But even at that moment I knew that was incredibly stupid and I would most likely forget. Which, of course, I did. The dream went on and for a couple more minutes I knew it was a dream and acted accordingly, but at some point I just stopped "knowing" and went with it.

I'm frustrated.