Hello people! I am new to this forum and this is my first post, but I have lurked here for a very long long time. I feel as if I know each and every one of you, as I have gone back and read even threads that are 2 years old.

You people are all so wise and I am glad that many of you are still here. It saddens me that many other great members are gone, but that is the way life is. It's like how my mother left my house 9 years ago because she was tired of being abused.

That is about the time I began lucid dreaming, not because I wish to escape from a pathetic existance, but because it's really really fun! I can do anything and my father can't lay a single hand on me there. But I still love him a lot, he is very very nice to me. I hope seeker will be a father figure for me, as he has been for many here. OR A GRANDFATHER LOL!!1

Just kidding seeker, I love you!

Anyway, my name is pinkshoes and I am obviously a woman (I won't pretend I am a man like hysteria the former paperdoll EP&#33. I have been lucid dreaming for a while now, except I used to call it night daydreaming, because in day dreams you can control them. Then I found out this was not the actual name and was surprised, but happy to know more people can night daydream.

If you want to know more about me, just ask!!!!