Well, I'm new, and I hope this site is a help to me, as lucid dreams have interested me for years.

I've had two fully-lucid dreams in my life. One was when I was in a maze, when I was a little kid, it started out sort of nightmare-ish, but when I realized I had control I did fun things such as changing the colors of the walls, and running whichever direction I wanted. I've always had an attraction to mazes in real life after that dream.

Next was one last year, where some friends and I were at a boardwalk-type place, and it really felt like a real day with my friends. It was after this dream that I realized lucid dreams might really be within my reach.

Now for some more ranting, but this is the important stuff. I only "experience" dreams about once a month, twice if I'm lucky. What I mean is that I wake with no memory of even having a dream, let alone what one was about. Now, I'm pretty sure the problem is not that I don't dream, because even from my limited knowledge in this area, I think that's fairly impossible. As I write this post, I realize that throughout my life sleep has become a quick transition to the next morning, like being knocked out in a fight, and the next moment laying in a hospital. Dreams have no place in my life, because I "never have" dreams, practically..

I want this to change, dearly. Whenever I do have a dream, it puts me in a good mood for the rest of the day. If anyone can help with this, please do so. I must get over this before I can even dream (lol) of having lucid ones.

I'm sorry for the lengthy post, but I thought this would be the best place to post this.