I don't really try WILD, but as I lay waiting to fall asleep I sometime have visions, they are not really dreams since I am not asleep. They can still look crystal clear, and I know they are not real, if I open my eyes or move at all they will vanish. Only once in a fascinating flip-book vision, did I will a dream like hand (I call it a hallucinatory hand to distinguish it from dream hands which are easy to control) modify the vision so that I could see more of the flip-book that I was seeing. So you might find that you can be still awake but experience visual stuff 
Of course the reverse is true and in the WILD equivalent of a false awakening you could be dreaming you are still trying to WILD, totally aware of what you think you're trying to do, and yet unaware you are already dreaming maybe give up on your WILD then walk out your door and then realized afterwards you forgot to open the door and walked right thru it, then shock awake in bed he he 
Dreams are weird and tricky, so you need to learn not to get excited and wake up, as much as you need to learn to trigger as for becoming more lucid just knowing isn't good enough to increase it, do something like a test then when you get the impossible result you'll be more aware.
Remember you can lose lucidity so if you become lucid and the dream goes on for 15 minutes you might only have been lucid for one.
The other day I became lucid in a dream realizing I was gathering up to much stuff (a dream sign, I don't want to leave any important things behind when I leave somewhere, but in a dream as I fear leaving things behind, I might discover an infinite amount of stuff) I didn't bother with stabilization, or a reality check, I decided to rush around the counter to the DCs location, I made it maybe 1/3 of the way and then I woke up on a bus, another passenger wanted off the Bus and I realized I was at the closest stop to were I was going so I got off too (walking partly thru the doors of the bus without noticing they hadn't fully opened) a few seconds later in an ultra realistic dreamscape, I realized I must still be dreaming and became instantly lucid, this time I chose to do a jump test (they always seem to confirm I'm dreaming, but rarely work out well), I jumped and became stuck in the air and then woke up for real.
The point you can be fully lucid then totally lose lucidity only to gain it back, if I had chosen calmer actions I might have remained lucid for many seconds or even many minutes, so have a plan what you will calmly do next time you know your dreaming (of course once your in the dream even being lucid you may not remember your plan)
I suggest you have a plan like I will count my fingers, I will say out loud "I am dreaming" maybe say your stable your in control etc.
when you lie down to sleep remember some past crazy dream event and imagine it to the point of seeing the crazy thing, then imagine yourself in that place doing and saying the things in your plan, and choosing a goal like flying or summoning or whatever. Then when the moment comes you will likely be calmer and possibly follow the plan and achieve the goal
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