Hiyas.
So, I'm Bells. I'm 19, and have been trying to Lucid Dream for ages.
I think I'm getting there. I can remember my dreams. I can -sometimes- change a tiny bit, or look back in the direction I want to, as of the past week, when asking my Faerie guides (Oracle deck).
But what's having me stuck, is I can't visualize.
I was laying in bed last night, I was getting very close and my body wasn't feeling anything. Normally, it gets all twitchy and uncomfortable. But I can't shut off my eyes. As soon as something starts to appear, my eyes look at it, and it goes.
How do I stop that?
And when I realize I'm dreaming, all over again, my eyes look at something, and it goes..
My mother dearest can visualize with her eyes open.. She took all my ability. :p

But back to introduction.. I'm not very interesting. xD I'm still learning life, looking for work, and being socially awkward.
I have a beautiful beat up, multicolored car, some beautiful mares, a cat, and bird!
I'd probably say I'm going crazy, as I talk to my animals. And argue. And ask questions. And ask them to help me.. Anyways..