hi everyone,

i spent yesterday almost constantly performing about 4 different reality checks and that night i went to bed that night at about 9.

i fell into a very vague and random bunch of dreams, i cant recall much of them but i do remember being in the back of a sparkly black spaceship feeling a tiny bit nauseous, and playing a piano keyboard beside the ocean.

i remember trying to get lucid and focusing on the detail of the scenery in the dreams, but it felt completely oblivious to the reality checks i was supposed to do.

this morning i woke up with a huge loss of self esteem because i would just love to explore my dream world instead of being a victim of a number of miscellaneous dreams that i dont even understand.

any help would be appreciated,
jack.