Greetings:
Thank you all for welcoming me into the forum, I’m glad to be here! A few weeks ago, I had a vivid dream about someone, a former friend who I fought bitterly with for many years. Through the years I tried and tried to make things right but was never able to. At this point we are no longer speaking or on good terms. I’ve had a few dreams about this person in the past. They usually revolve around us working together as we are former co-workers.
Then a few weeks ago, I had a dream and he was in it. We were not friendly nor were we at each others throats. We happened to run into each other
The dream went like this: I went out with a group of people (I didn’t recognize anyone in the group) and we ended up in my former friends bedroom. I don’t know if in the dream I was aware it was his bedroom. It was a nice bedroom with light wood floors, orange accents and track lighting. There is a computer there so I get on the computer to update my Linkedin account. Then my former friend comes in and everyone files out of the room accept for me as I am having trouble logging off of my computer. For once there is no tension in the room. I tell him that I will leave as soon as I log off. He nods, loosens his tie and says I should stop pushing buttons and the computer will work faster. So I stop…I ask him if he had fun at the party. He says it was okay. Finally, I am able to log off and I leave without mentioning or bringing up the past, which is something I always do. When I got home I did not email him, which is again something I usually do in real life, even though I know it is not a good idea.
I loved this dream because it was so different than how reality has been. I do not want to communicate with this person in real life as we do not get along and always end up fighting, but I would love it if the situation could be repaired even if only in my dreams. I’d like to have more chance encounter dreams where everything is okay. Dreams where weare not good friends nor are we enemies. I want the past to be wiped clean.
That is why I am here in the forum.
I also study Tarot cards and work with candles.
Again it’s great to be here!!!
--lovely
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