I have been into lucid dreaming on and off for a few years and had a few experiences. Every time I get really into, there is some change in my life that I have to focus on and I lose my focus on lucid dreaming. It is always for the same reason, though: to get answers. You could say there has been some weird things happening in my life lately (well, I say lately but it's ever since I can remember). I guess I classify as a "psychic" or "medium." I see dead people, yes, but it is more than that. Non human things gravitate towards me and bother me on a daily basis. When I was a small child, I was very attuned to these things and thought it was nothing out of the ordinary. As I got older, I tried to focus on "real" things and being "normal." It worked until I turned 15. I am turning 18 next month and I am getting the overwhelming sense that it is going to get a lot worse. So, I need support from your community so that I may stay focused on my goal, which is getting answers. Like, why do I see what I see? Why am I being contacted? What is going to happen next? I share in the idea that reality is what we make of it. There is no way for us to see things exactly as another being. We are all so complex, yet how is that one in infinity chance we are all here possible? .... Without getting into too much detail here, I just want to say finally "hello."