Hello everyone.
I'm new here, and in lucid dreaming. I've been reading this forum for the last 2 weeks, then I had my 2 first lucid dreams a few days ago (so wednesday 19 december 2012 is a historical day, at least for me...). As I think reading this forum somehow helped to root in my brain the idea of being lucid in my dreams, I thought it might be a good idea to register in the forum and thank everyone for the huge material gathered here.
I knew about the possibility of lucid dreaming for some years, but it' only two or three weeks ago I decided to try to experience myself that possibilty, I can't say exactly why. My first entry in my dream journal is on the 5th dec 2012. I start from very far, because I've never had a good dream recall, but that's perhaps already improving. I also started to do reality checks during the day, when I think to it.
I had begun to think my first LD would be a WILD, as I had experienced 3 "false starts" of WILD, in the days before my 2 first LD. They failed, very likely because I was too nervous. The interesting thing is that my 2 first LD, as well as my 3 WILD false starts, happened just the morning after evenings when I decided to forget about it tonight and just go to sleep. And 2 of the 3 WILD false starts when I was not trying to have them, by surprise.
I could share those two dreams in the ad hoc section of the forum, but they're not interesting and very short. I just had the idea to check reality for the first time, then I felt victorious in the first one, surprised in the second one, excited in both, and finally woke up after perhaps, respectively, 5 and 2 seconds of lucidity. In the first one, immediately after I realized I didn't know how I came to the place where I was, I knew I was dreaming, even before I actually saw my distorted hands. In the second one, I was doing ordinary things in my familiar environment, then my cat (who died one month ago), jumped on the living room table and meowed as it used to do, so I said : "But, you, you are dead !", I checked my hands and just woke up. No false awakening (never experienced that, as far as I can remember) .
Please forgive my English, as my mother tongue is French ; I'll just say it once. Et voilą.
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