So its this was my second try to be lucid but i think im doing something wrong the first night i had my dream journal my alarm clock and i had done all the reality checks like pinching my self. So i when to sleep thinking im gona have a lucid dream and i try to lay still while reapeting "im gonna have a lucid dream tonight" silently in my head as i was laying still for like 9min my body started vibrating really weirdly and my brain felt like it was beating fast and I sarted seeing this blury thing and suddenly I couldnt stand it i woke up and was shocked i thought i was killing my self.

And i woke up 1:30 min early to right down my dreams and i couldnt remember having any dream. (It really ssucked)

So on my second night i continued reading about this cool lucidity thing i wanted to do it so bad i couldnt wait any longer i read on this site it said eating bananas and milk increases your chances of having a LDs so i try it the first and second night right before i went to sleep and thought it would work but i didint get a single dream.

How can i be lucid if i cant even get dreams please help me i really want to have the same experience as everyone else. Even on the second i did the same routine reallity checks and reapeting and waking up early.
I thought i had a dream but it was all blury and i was half awake so i couldnt really see s
anything. I dont know whats wrong with me but ill keep on reading dreamview forums for tips. But i need to know if you need to have organised sleep time because the past few days i havent had enough sleep like 2-4 hours so i dont sleep well any tips to help.
What am i doing wrong???

I want to master this art of Lucidity.