New Member (2 lucid dreams so far)

[Jg06]

hello everyone my name is jaime. i came across this forum while doing a search on google the main reason why i wanted to learn Lucid dreaming it's because i feel like i have no direction in my life. I'm severely depressed, anxious around people and worried about the future. i want to become more spiritually aware, find my purpose and hopefully meet my spirit guide. i've also had a scary OBE after meditation, i don't feel like i am ready to start astral projection just yet. i've had lucid dreams before but they just happened without me using techniques and reading about it. so let me tell you about this crazy dream.. ever since i started doing research, listening to binaural beats and training my mind before going to sleep, i've had 2 dreams. my first one was 12/17/2011. At first i wasn't in control of the dream, but then i woke up in it "im dreaming" i remember i was being followed by some guy in a wheelchair, he kept calling me ugly and saying bad things about the profile picture i have up on facebook. i kept ignoring him and went inside a house, that's when i realized that i was having a lucid dream. The guy that was following me knocked on the door, and he had my sister on a choke hold (creepy) but since i knew i was dreaming, i decided to defend myself. i electrocuted the guy and he flew away. after that i was making out with some guy, i think he was the owner of the house or something. I moved the guy away and thought about the reason why i wanted to ld in the first place, to meet my spirit guide. I woke up after that because i felt ashamed that i was going to meet my guide and i was naked (hahaha) crazy dream huh? The second one was yesterday 12/18/2011. i was standing at a bus stop, i was fighting to stay in the dream by wiping my eyes and saying "i want to see clearer". after that i decided to fly, but then got back down. i was worried about waking up too fast. unfortunately i did, i asked to see one of my favorite celebrities, but it looked nothing like her. although i felt like i had more control with my second ld, it was shorter than the first one. i'm happy i was able to lucid dream 2 times in a row. i hope i get my third one tonight, i know joining this forum will help me more.

[Aeolar]

Welcome to DV, Jaime! It's good to have you here! Congrats on 2 lucid dreams in a row, that's awesome! Lucid dreaming will definitely keep your mind occupied, and there is just so much knowledge within these forums. If you ever need any help, you can message me(: Good luck, and happy dreaming!

[LucidSky]

Well done! And welcome to the Forum, i also am newbish but i love to help with my advice, as i am a natural born LDer Any questions post them on my profile, OR just send me a PM i really hope you'll be ok Your mind is all the escape you need!

[Zoth]

Welcome Jg06, you'll have a great time here I'm sure! Many people here seeks relief from waking life stresses and problems in their dreams, as well spiritual growth. You'll find that this is the best place to discuss and share your experiences, it really helps when we're surrounded by people that understand us right ? Good job with those dreams, go ahead and try to post them into a dream journal, your recall will greatly improve with that habit! Looking forward to see you around

[Jg06]

thanks! i'll make sure to post them in the journal