Hi All,

One of the newer newbies here . . .had a disturbing dream last night and since I am totally new to finding out the meaning of dreams I decided to start somewhere. . .hope you can help a bit!

I dream't that my girlfriend had a baby, the dream started in the hospital, in the operating room where my girlfriend was giving birth. She was kind of faceless, but I new it was my current girlfriend. The scene was quite vivid, every detail correct and it was a normal C-section. After birth the doctor did all the normal things, checked the airways, cleaned it up and rapped it in a blanket. Then I took the baby and headed straight home, thinking "hey this not not normal procedure" but all was well so I thought it was ok. At this point my girlfriend went missing from the dream for three days. . .

I remember being quite ticked off as nobody (family included) was not at all excited for our new bundle of life. When I got home I was very stressed as we didn't have anything for the baby yet, it was like she never mentioned the pregnancy, I was unaware until the birth. I'm sure there was a couple of things but can't remember it now. . .

Anyway, I managed with the baby for three days until my girlfriend came back, and suddenly we had tons of stuff in plastic bags. Newly bought. . .

I can't remember if it was a boy or girl, but for a glimpse it had a face and was quite beautiful. Then the scene changed, we were suddenly looking for the baby, and after a while my girlfriend said she took the baby to feed it. Then I went looking for it, I found it in a room on the bed. It was dead, like it suffocated or drowned or something. Anyway, when I picked it up it was furry and miss formed, kind of like a dead squirrel (the details are vague here). The dream ended with me taking a walk, bursting with anger as it dawned on me. . .feeling that it was all her fault, that she killed the baby by her own neglect. Then I woke up. . .

Don't really have more info available. . .trying to remember.

Any ideas?? It sure has me in a twist. . .

Thanks