I seam to stand at a dead end. I can remember dreams...sometimes, about every third night. I am keeping a dream journal, I think I have identified one of my dream signs. I got into some very first state of sleep paralysis. I am doing reality checks throughout the day, well I cold do some more checks I guess, but I forget doing them because of work and other stuff...
Now what? I do not see any progression. Other people asking similar things in here are told they are not dedicated enough, by people who hat almost a hundred lucid dreams, and simply state 'Oh well it's easy for me'.
Where are the beginners? Those who have taken the first step and become lucid once a month or so? Those who could tell me, if they had similar problems and how they overcame them. I honestly do not see, where to go from here.

Regards
Lorgarn