Hi everyone.

I've been here for quite a while, but almost all of that time, I was inactive. I just felt like I didn't belong here. I never got a chance to make any friends because I was so nervous about being ignored, rejected, or trolled. I have enough problems with socializing and understanding what people mean.

Well, here I am. I'm probably about to repeat the cycle of posting, then leaving because people aren't interested in my posts and have better things to read.

I went to the chatroom to ask around for some advice on the forum, but everyone was involved in their own conversation about what I assume was Family Guy. I felt alienated.

This is what I see every time I log into Dreamviews: ----><-----

I want to start fresh and actually have somebody to talk to, but it's so hard when you don't know what so say without provoking a negative reaction from others. I'm so nervous.

I'm really nice and can be a loyal friend if people know me well enough. I'm just different. I speak my mind with all honesty. The big problem I have is knowing how to react to someone's post or conversation. Half of the time, I can't even start a conversation.

Please give me a chance.