i'm not sure this is the right place to discuss this so hopefully i didn't break any guidlines.
it's a mind-killing feeling that hits me every now and then and usually as light as i can bare it but recently it started to haunt me every night after sleep when io wake up with no dream recall.
it's like something dies inside me assisted with a cold feeling (like a sudden body temprature drop) and a unrecognizable fear.
after i had 2 lucid dreams i couldn't have one anymore and everytime i do try to DILD i wake up with this feeling.
any further info woill be gleadly provided.
(note: i tried WILD 2 times: 1st one happened accidentally and smoothly and 2nd one ended up with a numb mind and blank dream image)