Yes I know this is way out there for these forums. But I also have no other forums yet where I can post these sort of questions. Since I do have access to this resource I thought I'd take a shot and see if I hit anything - AKA get some help from someone like me who moves around energy but is far more experienced. It sucks because there is no, absolutely none, support or help for these sort of matters anywhere in books or on the net. I feel completely alone with no support at all. My own fault I guess for diving so deep into these sorts of things. Well on to the question...
Every day when I get up I spend a few moments with Bruce Moen's energy exercise combined with a bit of Robert Moss's shamanic practices. Essentially I close my eyes, visualize myself in an area with energy in the form of sparkling water flowing above me and below me. I then send down roots through my feet into the earth, I set the intention they go out and watch a little but do not direct. They develop bulges on them where energy is stored. I then send energy up through the top of my head through the second sheet of water. I develop roots here with energy bulges, but these are white, energy based roots and I try very hard to let them go where they may even more so than the earth roots.
Then I inhale and exhale 3 times, imagining that the water/energy is coming up through my feet, through the top of my head, and back down again. Exhale same process. 3 times of 3 sets of inhale then 3 times of 3 sets of exhale. Then I reverse the flow, drawing it from the top of my head through the bottom of my feet and back up 3x3 times inhale/exhale.
Last following Meg Blackburn Losey's instructions I lower my chin to my chest and look down deep inside myself. Looking for the center, a sort of spark at the center of my being, somewhere near my Dan Tien is where I find mine. Once I see its energy clearly I inhale and draw the energy through my whole body. This is to protect me from exterior influences and entities. According to Losey the best defense we have is our own unique energetic signatures, and infusing that energy through your body will protect you. I haven't tested it with entities yet, but I notice that the negative attitudes and influences of others around me do not affect me when I am thus protected. I am a very sensitive person so I need this, otherwise I would get carried away in my responses to the actions and attitudes of others.
OK so the problem is this... The last two days there is a spot at the top of my head near the back where I can't seem to send energy. It's very strange. Normally I just inhale, intend it infuse my body, and it does so. But these last two days there is resistance there. I have drawn in energy from around me and ran it through the area but the issue has not been resolved. I would like to know how I should go about addressing this issue.
You help would be greatly appreciated!
- DreamBliss
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