Ophelia's Book O' Fun

weird dream

about ice actually

We were webcamming and something about making retarded faces at eachother. Then I said I had to leave, but I didn't really leave. I just moved out of the way of the webcam, but was still watching the monitor. Then ice put on a jacket and made like he was leaving, and even went out the door. But every few seconds he would open the door and peek into the webcam and make another face at me. Kept making me laugh.

Anyway that's all I remember.

OH and he looked just like eminem. Wouldn't be the first eminem related dream for me

Dreamt that I coulodn't remember how to play some of my songs on piano. But that's probably because I hadn't touched a piano in 3 weeks because of vacation.

But I played today and I remembered just fine. :)

oh and the one about Matt Damon

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Dreamt that I coulodn't remember how to play some of my songs on piano[/b]

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That's odd, usually if there is a musical instrument in my dreams I end up playing stuff I never learned (nor probably have the technical skill for) in real life. But then when I wake up, I can't remember what the notes were I was playing. This makes me think that I was probably moving my fingers all around and just hearing the sounds that I expected to hear.

the long ringlet of hair in Robert's blanket

I was like "Oooo, it's mine......."

Then "Oh....nooooo, it's not!"

Oh yeah and something about Bobby Becvar and EPO

dreamt about being in high school band AGAIN

should be a dream sign by now

talking with Robyn and Mr. Coulson as usual

and some other stuff music related I think

something about my dad and Zack and ukuleles

though it's a miiracle I dreamt at all seeing as how I didn't get to sleep until after 4am

fireweed

teeeeeeeeeeny tiny little mouse

NY stuff

- Robert and the pictures
- something with the aussie twins
- that marble like place
- the betas
- (1/2 dressed) icedawg and the man with the broken foot

- pregnant with Robert's child and went into labor late at night, went to he hospital but then the labor stopped for a while and they made me stay there until it started again. was really uncomfortable, really dark, and really lonely. (Really weird because the me mom and Robert were just talking about this last night irl. My mom had had a similiiar experience where he labor just 'stopped' and she had to wait etc.)

- dreamt Kaniaz was posting on DV again

- I moved to this city all by myself, was some kind of suburb of Chicago. Kept going to this really dark and dreary bar by myself. Occasionally saw the same people. Got lost in the town: I was walking at night, trying to find something to do, and I went towards these really bright lights that looked marginally fun. But before I could get 1/2 way there, there was this HUGE drop off, and a river that I couldn't pass. SO I just turned around to walk back, but it was so dark I couldn't see the way back. The next night I went back to the sucky bar but didn't have enough money for drinks. Again, it was very dark, cold, and lonely.

- $625 barbeque. I got a chili dog, then sat at the table with mom, Brett and Will. We were all giggling and laughing and having a great time. Then I did one of those spontaneous "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA" things. But it was so loud it hurt everyone's ears. So mom got mad and told me to go to my room. I hadn't meant for it to be so loud, and I thought she was being rather harsh so I said "No way, I didn't mean it. Plus I'm 30 sheesh." Then she said that at least I should meet the boys for dinner the next day, to redeem my rudeness or whatever. So I was like, "Fine....Will? 6pm?" He did that kinda self righteous smile/nod thing that I hate which meant "You better put more thought into it than that Lisa...you don't REALLY look sorry etc." I ignored it. "Brett? 6pm" And he (bless him) gave me that smile/nod thing that said "I don't give a fuck, do what you want I'm not judging you etc."

My brothers. =/

Had some lucids while on vacation

Aug 27th: I accidentally summoned a pretty decent looking Lome and got busy...finally. :tongue: Not posting details this time, sorry. HEY, it's privaaaaaaaate.

Aug 29th: Had 2, forgot the first one. But in the second one, I summoned Robert. I kissed him on my bed, then his face disappeared, then I woke up. Dernit.

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Then last night I had this really depressing dream. Robert spent the night (irl) and it was the first time I got to see him in a little over a week, so I guess I was just purging some left over insecure crap in the dream. Anyway, it went like this:

Robert and I were shopping at some retarded Steinmart looking place. We were just talking when I felt the pocket of my jeans and I could feel something in there. I knew what it was, dreadfully, and I reached inside only to pull out the shiny, glittery carved rock heart I had given to him yesterday irl. I knew right away that he had slipped it back into my pocket without me knowing. It hurt TREMENDOUSLY knowing that he had just arbitrarily given it back, especially since it was without explaination and he had tried to do it all sneaky. Oh, and before that, when we were looking around, he told me "Hey I think I'm going to go into work today afterall" when he had just said we would spend the day together. And for a split second I thought I would get to go with him, but then he said "And I should go alone so I can get some work done, so you should stay home." And then the heart-rock thing. So, when I realized he gave back the heart, I ran out of the store, but I could see him running behind me, trying to catch up. So then I ran faster, then darted out a side door without him noticing. I ran down the road as fast as I could, until I knew he was no longer behind me. I then apparently moved to a different city without telling him. Then later on in the dream, we were emailing back and forth, and he was trying to get me to tell him where I had moved. I wouldn't tell him, but I agreed to send him pictures of my new place. He said he would figure out where I was based on the pictures. I said "Yeah right, good luck :roll:." Then he said he'd never give up trying to find me. Then I woke up.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAWP

http://www.paganshopping.com/Merchan...9_94643905.gif
Like that but a bit darker and glittery and smooth. I had originally bought it for a friend, but never gave it to him. So I just kept it in my pocket. Kinda like, wearing my heart on my sleeve as it were. Kinda retarded. But it became like, something that was just always there. Then I just spontaneously gave it to Robert last night. All I knew is that I just really really wanted him to have it.

YAY, welcome back Opheil!
Hope things worked out ok on your trip :? (guess I'll catch up to ya later on that)

OK, this last dream made me go through my last box of tissues - and not from the usual reasons :wink:

This one made me very sad :cry:

1) the story itself
2) you running alone with your feelings hurt
and...
3) you are obviously serious about this fella -- sigh yet another fine woman off the market.... :morecrying:

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YAY, welcome back Opheil!
Hope things worked out ok on your trip :? (guess I'll catch up to ya later on that)[/b]

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Things went pretty good actually. And yes, we'll play catch up soon.

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OK, this last dream made me go through my last box of tissues - and not from the usual reasons :wink:

This one made me very sad :cry:

1) the story itself
2) you running alone with your feelings hurt

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Awwwwww, you're a sweet man. It was ok though, because I woke up from the dream and Robert was lying there next to me with his arm around me. So I was fine once the emotional hangover of the dream wore off. And he keeps the heart in his pocket actually.
[quote]and...
3) you are obviously serious about this fella -- sigh yet another fine woman off the market.... :morecrying:
Yeah, I must admit. I'm crazy in love. Can't believe I finally took the plunge. Was unavoidable though because he is the most awesome human on planet earth. And for some weird reason he actually likes me. I'm so damn lucky.

But I'll always love you, Joe. You're my dream sign pal. :smitten: And you have a sexy chest. :teeth:

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- tiny kitten at Robert's house that me and mom were playing with
- Asking Marianella and Arturo about her pregnancy #2. Are they more or less painful than the first? More or less morning sickness etc? (Apparently I was planning on having another.)
- I saw blood all over the floor and though my son's stitches were oozing. Then I realized the blood was coming from my ankle where there was a dangling flap of skin and blood gushing from a really deep hole in my foot and I could see layers of flesh and muscle like when Chris busted his head open.

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Aug 27th: I accidentally summoned a pretty decent looking Lome and got busy...finally. :tongue: Not posting details this time, sorry. HEY, it's privaaaaaaaate.[/b]

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I can only hope dream me was up to the challenge. ;)

That last dream was very sad. :( It's good to hear that he doesn't really feel like that. :D

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3) you are obviously serious about this fella -- sigh yet another fine woman off the market.... *:morecrying:

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Totally. Let us cry together! :D

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yup

no dreams

too much :hump: -ing

Had a really odd dream about Kaniaz last night.

I dreamt that I was in some kind of Olympic qualifying bike race in England, so I got to stay at Kaniaz's house for it. I remember eating breakfast with his family while he was still asleep. Oh, this was just after I had a race and I was 3rd behind these other 2 bikers, but then someone from another team (french I think) shot me in the ear with a poison dart and I fell off my bike and was disqualified. So I was really sad and was crying about it to Kaniaz's parents over breakfast. Then Kaniaz woke up and came downstairs to the kitchen, and he came over to me and grabbed my hand and took me upstairs to his room, without saying a word. The feeling I got from that was (NOT what y'all think, he's 14 for Christ's sake, shame on you!) that I was HIS friend and he didn't want his folks hoggin my attention. So we went to his room but he seemed really tired still and went back to sleep on his bed. I noticed that he had a dried up bloody nose, and looked really skinny and sick and kinda hunched over. Didn't know what was wrong with him, but I felt really concerned so I laid down next to him and tried to go to sleep too. Then I remember at some point wrapping my arm around his neck (the idea being that it would be funny and freak him out) but it didn't phase him. So then I rolled back over. Then HE started spooning with ME and I said "Get the fuck off me ho!!!!" Then I woke up for real. And the funny part was that irl I was sleeping over at my boyfriend's and I was afraid that he was the one spooning with me and that I had just yelled at him to "Get the fuck off me ho!!!" like outloud or something, but he said he didn't hear anything. Whew. :P

The End.

- vocal competition (Deh vieni) sang like crap
- people that ate the frosting off all the petit fors
- had to replace it
- on beach, Robert in England, trying to cell me 24 times but didn't get through (storms)
- something about Kaniaz again I forget
- oh and Tom Hall

- truth
- sex with some random guy (but I was aware that I was cheating on Robert and thinking that it was really cool with this guy because he could get off really fast...but I felt no guilt about it :shock: I hate dreams like that)
- more Kaniaz stuff I think?
- and CT too?
- and Lome?

/crap ass recall


I REALLY need to write this down right when I wake up =/

ANOTHER weird Kaniaz dream. I seriously chat with him too much.

I dreamt that this time he came to visit me at me and my mom's house. We were gonna sleep in the same room I guess. He like, got ready for bed and was lying down, and I said that I'll "brb". But what I really did was go meet this chic at some bar because she had to give me or tell me something I forget what. But when I got there, she wanted privacy, so we went into a stall in the girl's restroom and made out. Then she gave me whatever it was I think. Then I went back home, but it was like 3 hours later. And Kaniaz was SOOOOOOOOOoooo fucking pissed at me. He started lecturing me and being really rude and sarcastic about it saying stuff like "Ohhhhhh, did you have a NICE TIME for the past 3 hours while I was here all by myself???" and then he looked hurt and offended and said "Did you ever think that maybe I would have liked to have gone with you? I mean, you didn't even ask me!" I was prepared to get all defensive about it at first, then I realised that it WAS pretty shitty what I had done, and so I just kinda slumped my shoulders over and said "You're right, I'm so sorry dude." He turned his head and continued to pout. So then I curled up next to him and said "Ohhhhhhhhh come onnnnnnnn, don't stay mad ok? Come on Mr. Grumpy Head....forgive me ok???? Pleaseeeeee???" Then we were cool again and went out with my family. OH and the part that realyl really REALLY stunk was that he flew in on like, a Friday night, but was scheduled to fly back home early Sunday morning. So it went by waaaaaaaay too fast. I was really really oddly sad when he had to go back home. :blue:

Then some junk about being at my grandma's in Casper. With Will I think?

Oh and then I did that thing where I dream I'm recounting the dream to Kaniaz then I wake up for real. Kinda like an FA.

I dreamt I was a man. And in the italian mob. I think I lived in Venice, but the dream takes place in Palermo mainly. I think I was originally from Palermo.

Anyhoo, one of the bosses approaches me, confessing that he has been "keeping a woman" (aka mistress) in a small cottage in Palermo. But he wasn't going to be able to go there for a long time (family issues), so he asked me to basically go to the cottage and kinda look after her for him. I found the place pretty easily, and it was along side a kind of trashed up lake with some other old cottages. When I went inside, the place was a total mess. She had like, almost no furniture or dishes or clothes, and the place was falling apart everywhere. But there she was, young, beautiful, and looked quite contented and happy. I fell in love instantly and nailed her.

I decided to take her back to Venice with me. Screw the Don, he didn't deserve her. And there was no way I was just gonna leave her there in that horrible place. But unfortunately, I knew there was no way we could be together. I guess marriage was impossible because she had been a kept woman. And I didn't want to, like, get us shot. So after a while I took her to Paris where I had some connections and got her an agent and a contract with Lancome as a model. They made her lose like 15 pounds (even though she was perfect before). She was still totally elegant and beautiful though. And I never saw her again except in magazine ads and billboards.

She looked almost exactly like this in one of the ads I saw her in:
http://www.pclady.com.cn/brand/cosme...me_gg_23_s.jpg

This is what she looked like when I first saw her (but a little less sexy, more innocent looking):
http://www2.victoriassecret.com/imag...vw/V247409.jpg

Damn it, woman! how do you get such wonderful dreams!!?? Is it something in the water out there?!

Who needs lucidity with dreams like yours?...

:disconcerted: <-- jealous

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Damn it, woman! how do you get such wonderful dreams!!?? Is it something in the water out there?![/b]

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Keeping a regular dream journal really helps. The more I write in it, the more I remember. And the more I remember, the greater the chances of me remembering the really weird and cool dreams.

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Who needs lucidity with dreams like yours?...

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I'm with you there, as long as they're really interesting, I don't mind bouts of lucid drought.

- Roller teaches me to drive in Italy
- Palermo Hairy Horse, and dog with puppies that I can't get past which turns into a man and Roller kicks his ass for me after it bites the hell out of both my hands and it's all caught on camera (go Roller WOOO!)
- Mom has to move because dad's not going to stay working in Mass and we're packing up only a bare minimum of stuff and have to sneak away apparently
- in HS band AGAIN..Mr. C...Chris Moore...Robyn....can't find my french horn OR my violin :wtf:

2 nights ago:
- Ralph Feinnes again we were chatting on msn and I was considering cheating on Robert with him and Ralph wanted me to and I remember weighing my options then I was all like WTF am I crazy, I have the perfect guy already don't you fucking blow this Lisa +wakes up+

last night:
- dreamt me and Robert had twins thought at first they were identical males but turns out one was a girl so we had to change her name from Alexander to Alexandria oh and the part where I left them on the sink and one of them got really cold and they looked philipino but also really happy

Dreamt me and Robert were living in NY (where Arturo and I used to live, but it was waaaay much nicer) and I was pregnant (god damn AGAIN) and my mom was there and I was reflecting on the fact that this time I had no morning sickness. I was in the last week of the pregnancy and I was like URRRGHAAHHHHHHCK will this baby EVER be born?!?!?! etc