Very weird and hard to explain experience

[Prince_RIP]

I made a thread kind of about this before but an interesting development just happened so I thought i'd make a thread about this. Usually I wake up early in the morning and then I go back to sleep and lucid dream. However it's incredibly hard to move. It's just like my body feels really heavy and I almost get stuck in place. Usually my goal is to have sex lol but I never stay lucid long enough to even attempt to summon a girl so I just call out the girls name I want to have sex with and then start looking for her until she appears. But the whole experience sucks because I have such a hard time moving. However, I also have a similar experience to this "hard to move" situation. Sometimes i'll "wake up" in my dream and i'll be laying in my bed. I can see, but now I LITERALLY can't move. It's not just hard but I can't. However, I don't know how to explain this, but I can kind of move. Like, i'll feel like i'm moving, but what I can see won't change and my body won't actually move. Also I can't see anything other than what is directly in my line of sight. I can't move my body or eyes. Anyways, this happened this morning. I "woke up" from a very boring lucid dream to me laying in bed not being able to move my body or eyes. There was a twist this time, however. As I was laying there in my bed not able to move, I decided I would try to rub my hands together to get a higher awareness. I could feel my hands rubbing together, but I could see my hands and they weren't actually moving. After a bit of this weird rubbing sensation, WITHOUT BLINKING OR CLOSING MY EYES, I suddenly felt different. Like I was awake. I did a reality check and, sure enough, I was actually awake. I don't know how to explain what happened. I was wondering if it was like a failed attempt at an out of body experience or what it could be. It was SO weird and I really don't know how to explain what happened. I've been having these types of situations almost every night, and it's really throwing off my sense of reality. I'm starting to get this sort of "life is only a dream" feeling.