
Originally Posted by
Kanious
Hi all.
I consider myself a little experienced lucid dreamer [i can lucid dream since 2007, i had several WILDS and DILDS, but never a MILD].
Before sleep i said to myself "i'll lucid dream, i'll recognize when i'll be dreaming" like i do everyday...This never worked...But yesterday, on the first dream i had recognized that i was dreaming.
It was dark(80% dark, was like it was real night), i was on my room.My body was a little heavy [the dream wasn't so clear], so i got up from my bed and spinned (that was funny)
Ok. I tried to change scenario, get out of my house, turn the lights on, but i just couldn't.
This got me angry.So i've done RC's just to confirm again that i was dreaming, so i've done the nose one and that worked, after this i've tried to pass my finger into my other hand and it don't worked.
So i got scared, since i couldn't control that shit, the only thing that i wanted was: WAKE UP.
I tried, but i can't.
NEVER IN A DREAM I CAN WAKE UP BY MY WILL
I said "now i'll wake up" but nothing, i've layed, i've closed my eyes and said mantras to wake up and done so much things to wake up but it just don't worked.
I really thought that i was dead.
There was a time that i was feeling my real body in the bed but i couldn't wake up even feeling that.So i got sexual thoughts of trying to get out of house to search some girl to fuck, and i felt my real penis gotting hard [this was interessant, this time i was feeling 2 bodys at the same time]...
I tried to scream with my real body but nothing.
I couldn't get out of my house in this ld, that was a lucid nightmare, after a time finally i woke up.
This stressed me so much.
Anyone had experiences like that?
[Shit, now i remember that before that lucid dream i had another one that i forgot everything, the only thing i remember is that i was putting my clothes off and they showed up every time i've taken it off lol]
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