mel,
I have had some similar experiences. I've found that many of my dreams, although lucid, also become influenced or governed by my fears or my desires, but part of my technique has been in reminding myself that it is only a dream, thus there is no "real need" to be fearful or drunken (less control) with desire. As far as desire goes, I find that if I let my desires "go" I often lose sense of control, and as a result, often feel shame or guilt because of a loss of moral decision making. I often feel as if I am being tested and accused. Sometimes there are fine lines between fear and desire in my dreams. My goal as far as lucid dreaming goes, is often to regain control of the dream using rationality and logical reminders('it is only a dream," or claiming the dream: "This is MY dream."). I have had dreams where I have become an animal -particularly a bird or a wolf. They tend to be very odd. I often have sensations of my bones and muscles changing (as if going through a physical metamorphasis) along with perception and abilities. Often, these do not last very long, though.
I have been a lucid dreamer (nearly every night) for about nine years now and am now 26 years old.
|
|
Bookmarks