Worried to Become Lucid

[Jakeleeor]

So I've stumbled upon this site a long time ago. I actually was lucid the first second night I read the site. I remember it really clearly still- everything about it. I stopped trying after summer break; when my sleeping schedule was inconsistent. Anyways, I was going to start it up again but I'm really worried about becoming a lucid dreamer. Like not in a cocky way at all, but what if one becomes too good at attaining lucidity. Like what if it's too easy and natural, that every time they dream they gain consciousness. I don't know... Like I want to have more lucid dreams, but I don't want all the dreams for the rest of my life to be just my imagination. What I love about trying to become lucid is that my dream recall is great now. I really like going with the flow with my dreams. But what if you were always conscious and nothing ever happened on its own? I want like the best of both types; lucid and regular. I don't know if I make any sense, but I thought I'd throw my question out there. I'm just really hesitant if I should pursue lucidity to the next level in risking my regular dreams. I'll check up on this thread in the morning, goodnight. Thanks for any advice.