So I am finally remembering bits of dreams almost every night, none lucid but a few where i was dreaming i was lucid, so thats a start.

On friday night I had a dream, I only remember one part of it in great detail. I injected myself with heroin. It was in slow motion, i could feel it pumping through my veins, the pain of taking the needle out and pressing on it, and it entering my brain.

To most people this would be a negative dream but to me it was as if "the devil" or negative demons in my subconscious was trying to tempt me.

I woke up craving H so bad and was going to score if it wasnt for my boyfriend who literally broke down sobbing and begging me not to do it. I thought he was just overeggagerating until he took heaps of valium just so he wouldnt have a heart attack. In the end I didnt do it but I could have.

Why would my dream do that to me? (and why the hell didnt i recognise my dreamsign? )

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