well its been about a week now. i still do reality test through out the day to get into the habbit of doing it. but the habbit still has not yet passed over into the dream world. its like 4am right now and i have had many dreams already tonight and not a single one of them was good or enjoyable .. the last one i had was one where i was in a drunken state that i didnt want to be in .. it felt like my equalibrium was way off and i couldnt maintain any sort of balance. i just kept falling over and eventually lost complete control of my legs.. it was like walking on jello legs.. i was getting very frustrated in my dream because everyone couldnt understand why i was unable to walk properly.. i had to rely on walls and other objects to get around., the dream had so many dream signs in it and im just wondering why i am unable to understand that while dreaming. even family members that have past away were in the dream and i seemed to know in the dream that they were already dead but still, the thought of being in a dream never seemed to cross my mind like always.. i continouly try to convince myself before falling asleep that i am going to be lucid and thinking about lucid dreaming is prob what i think about for most of the day including coming here ever couple hours to see if anything has been posted or to see if i have any personal messages. But so far it has had no effect