Hi, I've been into LDing for about 2 years now and haven't gotten much out of it other than one or two thrilling moments out of the 20+ LDs I had over the years...that's pathetic considering how hard I've tried...dedicating every thought into LDing. I just feel it isn't worth the trouble anymore. I think it has to do with the way my mind works...it's very strange. I think others would have had far far more LDs than I do ...probably everynight if they followed my methods I invented.... My mind is very very shifty and can't stay on one method for even a few days and doing RCs don't seem to jive with the way my mind works......it gets bored and I get headaches. And life isn't helping at all...external factors makes it even more difficult than it already is. Any last ideas for this struggling to his death, shifty minded, ADD LDer will be appreciated...

IMJ