Hey kathistle. First off, welcome to DV 
Lucid dreaming is being aware that you're dreaming when you're dreaming, that's all. From your description, it doesn't sound like you were lucid, but I think I know where you're coming from. In my dreams I am constantly switching back and forth between a 3rd person view - which I call "camera view" - and a 1st person point of view. In both instances, though more often in camera view, I find myself with almost two trains of thought. One focuses more on the situation at hand, and the other focuses more on the big picture, often asking questions (that I usually don't specifically remember).
I'm hardly ever just "myself" in a dream and find myself switching my point of view between certain dream characters, who then seem to take on my own personality, be they female or male. There always seem to be people around, but that's just one of the ways that my dreams seem to work.
What it sounds like is that you just have a repititive theme throughout your dreams, something which is not that common, but I know other people who have experienced dreams which repeat themselves over and over again. You can use these themes in order to become lucid, by recognizing the patterns and knowing that when something happens, or you find yourself in a situation, or you see a certain object, you can know that you are dreaming. They're known as "dream signs" in LD lingo.
I don't think that your dreams are that out of the ordinary, at least from your description. How often would you say that you have this dream? It makes sense that the more you have it, the more details are bound to change. Also, just for reference, what are you hoping to accomplish by examining these dreams?
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