I have never heard of Lucid dreaming before 5mins ago when I stumbled upon this site. I posted the the below post on a different forum an hour ago, is what happened Lucid Dreaming?

"I have been having vivid dreams of my best friend who died nearly a year ago, these dreams range in frequency from once a week to 3-4 times a week.
The dreams take up different situations/locations and range from how he died to why he decided to die, along with me saving him or him coming back from the dead.

It may seem strange to some people but I love these dreams even though they remind me of the saddest and most painful time of my life. I feel like I am closer to him, I get to talk to him and just be around him in these dreams.

The more dreams I have the more I want to believe that I am actually in contact with him. I am not holy and I do not believe in the paranormal though my mind is open to possibilities.

In a recent dream it all got so real and I was able to keep myself asleep even though my body tried to wake me up(confused as to how I did this?, first time I've ever been able to keep myself dreaming). He was telling me something important (an answer to an undying question in my head) when my mind tried to wake me up (like in a nightmare when things get too much) but I fought it off and kept the dream going, when I woke up I could remember the dream very well all except the answer that I kept myself dreaming for.

Anyone know what to make of all this? Anyone have similar experiences with lost loved ones?"