Hi all!

I know I'm hardly ever around but hey! I've got something on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else has or does experience it..

Ever since I decided to get more serious about zazen my lucid dreams have started to change -- here's how:

I'll be fully aware of what's going on (so I'm totally lucid), but instead of taking command of the whole 'world' I simply 'detach' my view from a first person perspective to a third person perspective and observe everything that goes on -- kind of like when someone's on a bench watching the birds in a park.
At most, I might ask a question to a dream character or if things start getting messy I enter my dream body, close my eyes, meditate and then bring peace to what could have been a nightmarish hell..

But recently I've been having a lot of disturbing dreams (last night for example there were a lot of zombies, rotting flesh, magots and so on..), and I've come to a point where I can simply sit back and accept everything that goes on..
..in fact, and this might sound very odd, but it's as if my conscious self were the subconscious of myself when I dream. Which is odd, because now it's as if I were the subconscious of my subconscious and my thoughts actually serve as a base of choices for my 'dream-self' who, oddly enough, gets to make all his own choices.

Finally the overall feeling is as if I were living in some kind symbiose with my dreams; during waking hours my dream world is my subconscious, and while I sleep I'm the subconscious of my dream world.
Does this make sense to anyone or am I just crazy? --->