when i was younger i lucid dreamt every night without knowing it. i was in complete control of everything. The last two years I have stopped dreaming completely. I cannot remember a single dream ever, let alone be lucid. i have tried every technique known to mankind. anything you can think of i have tried! reality tests..MILD...meditation

I thought it was the medication I am on for a long time. I am on Serequel (neuroleptic) and sodium valporate. I also thought its because I have short term memory problems. Now I am wondering:

Am I unable to remember or be aware of my dreams because I am unable to remember or be aware of my waking life?

i feel like i am asleep when i am awake. if you asked me what i did this week i cant remember a single thinkg. i can tell you i have been to work during the week and went down to the beach on the weekend but that is because i do that every week. i cant think of a single conversation i had with anyone, or any specifics.

ive tried so hard to be aware more while i am awake but its so hard for me. maybe once a day i stop and become aware but i am usually so wrapped up in myself and my negative thoughts that i cant pull myself out of.